Mar 29, 2005 22:43
today was my last day at t.jmaxx...i'm actually depressed about it. i like it there now because i'm at the customer service desk now..but my freaking mother is making me leave for the rest of school so i can study more. i hope to go back in june...but for now i'll just be at dunkin on the weekends.
so i felt like shit today during a-block
court, erik and i always make fun of ms keliher cause shes a fucking bitch and we hate her...but today she told us she has breast cancer..so how much of an asshole do i feel like now? i knew that she was going to say that to us when she said she had something serios to tell us. i dono why, i just knew. maybe because everyone i know has cancer..i have 3 people very close to me and then now 2 that i have contact with all the time. i cant stand it. esp when i found out about my grandfather who JUST moved down to florida with my grammy. i went to see him two weeks ago, and it hurt. but he has high spirits.
i dont know what to do with myself right now. i have so much to do but i dont know where to start. so i think i might go to bed. gnite