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i worked a 6 1/2 hour shift today...1230-7. so everyone who left me messages today...that's why i didnt call you back. then i got home and my grandad, mimi, and my grandad's brother and his wife(those two are from NY) were over for dinner...of course no one waited for me..not even desert. whatever...didnt really care at all. but i was having a good day..even at work. "black" friday really wasnt that bad. just a few hours around 1ish was busy..but other than that..not bad at all. and like i was saying..having a good day. but like all good days of mine (and i'm not being pessimistic about this..but i cant remember the last time it didnt happen to me) they end shitty. i didnt do jack shit. and of all people, my grandad was the one who ruined my day. he never does..he's supposed to be my "buddy" and i dont even want to talk about it..needless to say, my mom and sister arent too happy wtih him at the moment. wtf. i HATE my life. and i know it's not a bad one at all..i know i have it good and all that shit..but it doesnt change the way i feel...and that is that i HATEE my life. oh well..i'm going to bed