confession.
i can remember when we would talk to eachother every single day
and we'd never run out of things to say to make eachother smile.
any kind of topic would be up for discussion and i'd just hang on your words.
i would see you once a week at one point,
twice if i prayed hard enough.
you made days that had no significance to me before be burned into my memory forever.
your words would leave me beaming from morning until evening when i'd fall asleep.
when i woke up, i'd feel more refreshed than coming out of a cold shower.
i awoke with a new hope in my heart i hadn't felt in months.
i could make you shiver and laugh and we'd have the best of times... at least to me.
i thought maybe this would have eventually led into something that i knew would have been great.
i hoped and prayed i wouldn't run into the dead end that i've come to now.
something happened... and i'm left here.
with memories.
that once made me grin no matter what my mood.
what happened?
and we'd never run out of things to say to make eachother smile.
any kind of topic would be up for discussion and i'd just hang on your words.
i would see you once a week at one point,
twice if i prayed hard enough.
you made days that had no significance to me before be burned into my memory forever.
your words would leave me beaming from morning until evening when i'd fall asleep.
when i woke up, i'd feel more refreshed than coming out of a cold shower.
i awoke with a new hope in my heart i hadn't felt in months.
i could make you shiver and laugh and we'd have the best of times... at least to me.
i thought maybe this would have eventually led into something that i knew would have been great.
i hoped and prayed i wouldn't run into the dead end that i've come to now.
something happened... and i'm left here.
with memories.
that once made me grin no matter what my mood.
what happened?