Fucking Happy
(Starting to copy and paste journal entries from DA...wuhoo)
You know those days when everything you do seems just right?
I'm having one of those days
You know those days when the music playing couldn't be more perfect?
I'm most definately having one of those days. Yes, everyone be happy. I'm so impressed with myself lately and everything around me seems to be perfect despite the obstacles and flaws of life. It even seems mistakes were placed perfectly in my path. It's really cool to be saying all of this because I'm so moody and I have my depressed moments, usually evertyday atleast once. But lately being depressed hasn't happened. Feeling bad and angry and ranting has happend. But it feels good to get it all out now, whereas before I just felt like shit and no matter what I said the negativity stayed inside of me.
Compared to How I usually felt so much of the time before ( http://dejected-dreams.deviantart.com/journal/4663127/ ) This is absolutly amazing. The past 6 or 7 journal entries have been mostly happy, and though my poetry doesn't reflect it, I feel like a very happy person inside. I find reflecting on the bad more inspiring for writing, as well as inspiring to stay happy. If I remember how I felt and why, it's easier to cope with people and problems. Nothings too big anymore. God I hope I never fall down from here.
Update- Today is one of those days I really wish my camera were hooked up to here and I had photo shop)
You know those days when everything you do seems just right?
I'm having one of those days
You know those days when the music playing couldn't be more perfect?
I'm most definately having one of those days. Yes, everyone be happy. I'm so impressed with myself lately and everything around me seems to be perfect despite the obstacles and flaws of life. It even seems mistakes were placed perfectly in my path. It's really cool to be saying all of this because I'm so moody and I have my depressed moments, usually evertyday atleast once. But lately being depressed hasn't happened. Feeling bad and angry and ranting has happend. But it feels good to get it all out now, whereas before I just felt like shit and no matter what I said the negativity stayed inside of me.
Compared to How I usually felt so much of the time before ( http://dejected-dreams.deviantart.com/journal/4663127/ ) This is absolutly amazing. The past 6 or 7 journal entries have been mostly happy, and though my poetry doesn't reflect it, I feel like a very happy person inside. I find reflecting on the bad more inspiring for writing, as well as inspiring to stay happy. If I remember how I felt and why, it's easier to cope with people and problems. Nothings too big anymore. God I hope I never fall down from here.
Update- Today is one of those days I really wish my camera were hooked up to here and I had photo shop)