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Im confused. here is the back story. I was dating this guy for about a month. He wanted to get married, I didnt. I stopped loving him, but I couldnt tell him. While I was at school and he was back home ( which is an hour from my parents house) I met a guy. Needless to say I cheated on the boyfriend a couple times. The day I was going to call and break up with him, he surprises me by picking my up from school ( 4 hours) to take me home. While I finished up classes he hung around campus with guess who??? the guy I was cheating on him with... So yeah I had to wait two days before I could break up with him.... he cried I felt nothing. It's been about three-four weeks since the break up and he is still trying to patch things up. I still feel nothing for him and do not regret a thing. Meanwhile here at school I am still "seeing" the guy I cheated on the boyfriend with. We hang out during the day as friends and stuff and then about twice a week we "hook up"... A no strings attached kinda deal. It works between us. It's not akward at all. I feel the most comfortable when I am with him, yet I dont want to date him. Only two of my friends know about this arrangment and they say I should end it before I get hurt...But I dont see myself getting hurt.. I dont know how to get that across to them...