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Errrr I hate having someone come back into your life when you were totally over them and were perfectly happy without them. Damn internet curse you for bringing people together. He sure knows how to screw with my emotions.
B-side: her story
He looked at me in silence when I asked him what he wanted to say. I could tell he was feeling pressured and didn't know what to say. I on the other hand already knew what he wanted to say. He wanted to break up. I knew for about two weeks now that he wanted to end it. I talked to my sister about it the other night and she said it would probably be for the best if we split now on good terms. I knew half heartedly it was true. But Even with that in mind I kept remembering all the good times we had and well I didnt want to let him go. Who would I talk to all night and into the early moringing as I lie in bed? Who woud I tell my secrets to? Who would protect me and make me feel safe? Him. Its been him for so long. Some how in the process of dating we managed to merge as one and now I dont know myself with out him. I want him to remember all the good times we had and hopefully stop this "filling in the blanks" feeling we shared. His eyes look bland. He is trying to forget. I sigh I know it's comming. He licks his lips and clears his throat to say something. I interupt , "Wait, I give up."
B-side: her story
He looked at me in silence when I asked him what he wanted to say. I could tell he was feeling pressured and didn't know what to say. I on the other hand already knew what he wanted to say. He wanted to break up. I knew for about two weeks now that he wanted to end it. I talked to my sister about it the other night and she said it would probably be for the best if we split now on good terms. I knew half heartedly it was true. But Even with that in mind I kept remembering all the good times we had and well I didnt want to let him go. Who would I talk to all night and into the early moringing as I lie in bed? Who woud I tell my secrets to? Who would protect me and make me feel safe? Him. Its been him for so long. Some how in the process of dating we managed to merge as one and now I dont know myself with out him. I want him to remember all the good times we had and hopefully stop this "filling in the blanks" feeling we shared. His eyes look bland. He is trying to forget. I sigh I know it's comming. He licks his lips and clears his throat to say something. I interupt , "Wait, I give up."