Oct 04, 2005 23:08
Dear Lauralee,
Seeing you Friday and Saturday absolutely made my days and week. I am SO FUCKING PROUD of you, for going through what must have been a wicked difficult summer, and for coming looking and sounding so awesome. This is the first time in a while I've seen you talk about yourself like you know yourself, and talk about how good it feels to be clean. I am SO FUCKING HAPPY that you feel that way, and I hope it stays that way for a long, long time. You deserve it so, so much. I don't know your whole story, but I know you've been really down for a long time, and for your sake I hope that that's ending. And I'm super proud that you're starting over here at home, and moving away from stuff that screwed you up. I've never seen you look so beautiful or sound so happy. But I know those Oregon people didn't brainwash you or anything, because you're still the same old Lauralee in a lot of ways. Like you're still loud. But I just wanted you to know how absolutely amazing it made me feel to see you so much better after not knowing what happened to you all summer. And I hope we hang out. Because I missed you. I think a lot of people agree on that.
Lots and lots of love and close-to-tears,
Emily