something i will never forget, i felt desperate...
Two of my best friends are going through difficult times in their relationships, and both have come to me for advice. I give them what I think is good advice, but they don't take it and end up coming back to me, asking me again. It hurts to see them cry, it truly hurts me to see my friends hurting so badly, but it just gets to the point where I don't know what else to say and I'm tired of saying the same thing. I feel selfish saying that, but there's only so much I can say, it's all them in the end.
And it's also frustrating. When I had these issues after breaking up with Blake, I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't like putting myself out there, making myself vulnerable for everyone to see. Maybe at that point I didn't feel like there was anyone I could trust with my vulnerablility. I am truly happy that I have gotten much closer with Lauren, Bekah and Jana. It's nice to have girl friends you can laugh with and share clothes with and not worry that they'll talk shit about you with their other friends, they are always good for a fantastic laugh, there's no doubt about that.
So, I guess I'll be staying in Tallahassee for the summer, working back at Booth. I'll be living with Tara in Alicia's room, so needless to say I am REALLY excited to have my own room and cable. And I'll be walking distance to Brian's house :)
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I hate group projects, because I don't trust my grade in the hands of other people. I don't feel like typing out the whole thing, but basically one of my group members didn't show up for our presentation this morning and it ended up being terrible, and in my other class, a group project was supposed to be due today but due to peoples confusion with the assignment, it was pushed back to Tuesday. NEITHER of my group members showed up. If it was still due today, I would have had only my portion of the project to turn in, and I would have been PISSED. I hate relying on other people, I would so much rather do everything by myself. :)
I'm diggin the new Silverchair song.
Time to go read my 8th grade novel :)
And it's also frustrating. When I had these issues after breaking up with Blake, I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't like putting myself out there, making myself vulnerable for everyone to see. Maybe at that point I didn't feel like there was anyone I could trust with my vulnerablility. I am truly happy that I have gotten much closer with Lauren, Bekah and Jana. It's nice to have girl friends you can laugh with and share clothes with and not worry that they'll talk shit about you with their other friends, they are always good for a fantastic laugh, there's no doubt about that.
So, I guess I'll be staying in Tallahassee for the summer, working back at Booth. I'll be living with Tara in Alicia's room, so needless to say I am REALLY excited to have my own room and cable. And I'll be walking distance to Brian's house :)
Continue vent...
I hate group projects, because I don't trust my grade in the hands of other people. I don't feel like typing out the whole thing, but basically one of my group members didn't show up for our presentation this morning and it ended up being terrible, and in my other class, a group project was supposed to be due today but due to peoples confusion with the assignment, it was pushed back to Tuesday. NEITHER of my group members showed up. If it was still due today, I would have had only my portion of the project to turn in, and I would have been PISSED. I hate relying on other people, I would so much rather do everything by myself. :)
I'm diggin the new Silverchair song.
Time to go read my 8th grade novel :)