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I've spent today thinking about how empty I feel. I hate feeling sorry for myself but if I don't who will? God, people are such pricks. I've been kicked around today like a disheveled heap of old, dirty rags. Everyone was on my case today excluding the one person I wish would just say something to me. Anything, anything at all just to let me know they truly do care. Perhaps I’m being too nostalgic…
I feel like a little child who all they wanted for their birthday was a blue ball however; instead, received a yellow jump rope.
Then there are the people who try to help you feel better. I personally do not want to be counseled about why I’m wrong with my thinking. I’d of been much better off if some people just refrained from helping me. I truly could care less if what I have to say is important to them, even thought that is a horrible lie. There is only one person who could possibly make me feel better but alas, no, it isn’t going to happen.
So there; have a fucking lovely day.
I feel like a little child who all they wanted for their birthday was a blue ball however; instead, received a yellow jump rope.
Then there are the people who try to help you feel better. I personally do not want to be counseled about why I’m wrong with my thinking. I’d of been much better off if some people just refrained from helping me. I truly could care less if what I have to say is important to them, even thought that is a horrible lie. There is only one person who could possibly make me feel better but alas, no, it isn’t going to happen.
So there; have a fucking lovely day.