8/23/2009
It's 12:14 p.m. right now and I am very irritable. Everything I say is either rude, disrespectful, mean, or unnecessary. Knowone ever listens to me and they never want to trust me and never want to hear anything I have to say and it's kind of irritating like seriously. I make one mistake and I can't do a certain thing ever. Maybe it wouldn't have happened twice if they listened to anything I said before they get mad and honestly there is no reasonable answer why it happened each time. Like seriously it really upsets me and they are suprised when I am mad bacause the majority of they day they are mad at me and snap at a drop of a dime. It get's really annoying. Idc. I won't make a big deal out of it I will just be this way because it's not fair I act so "bad" when everyone spends there day seperated and either annoyed frustrated or mad at one another. I will just ignore it. It's really dumb that we are moving to a brand new place and I can't have any contact with anyone at all it is kind of annoying. I sit here alone EVERYDAY. I haven't been hanging out with anyone my age just sitting up cramped and can't even have one of those it's kind of sickening and annoying but I don't want to nag. It's kealas birthday today but she is laying down to sleep so I haven't told her happy birthday yet. But yeah I am annoyed so I am going to get off.
Love
Deja Kirkland
Love
Deja Kirkland