update w/ things...
wow i just realized that i haven't been online in a few days.. cuz ya just been on the phone w/ spunkay and didn't care too much about getting online.. he stayed up w/ me on the phone the other night until 4 am.. that was goot cuz i couldn't sleep and neither could he..
i went over to spunkay's casa last night.. hehe i had a great time.. i was in such a playful mood and yeah it was all great! even though b4 i went mah daddy and i got into an argument cuz i had to say sumthing stupid.. and so he didn't take me.. and i had to wait until mah moomay got home.. grrrr.. meaning less spunkay time...:-( anywho.. i took one of mah diet pills around 7 or so.. and yeah he took the bottle out of mah purse and put it in his pocket.. and wouldn't give it to me.. but i eventually got them back.. i could tell he was a bit upset whenever i took the pill.. :-( a bit later i was in his room talking about taking it.. and guh i could tell he was soo serious.. i've never seen him that serious about sumthing.. it made me feel a bit uncomfortable like.. and i was really mad as well.. guh i just hate when ppl get all worried about me.. over nuthing.. gees.. but he has the right to so w/e..when we were outside talking.. and waiting for mah moomay.. i was still a bit mad.. and like guh his facial expressions and stuff was just making me really upset.. i was gonna cry i was soo mad yet sad.. then mah moomay came.. and i had to make sure i wasn't crying.. and he noticed that i was going to cry.. so he stopped w/ what he was saying.. gosh i have no idea what to do.. i abhor being in situations like this.. all confused and lost on what to do.. guh i feel like a stray dog in a big city in which i've never been to b4.. and i'm all trying to find things out and wonder how i'm gonna survive.. well i'm just sumwhat compared to this.. just mainly the confused part.. not the surving part.. i'll come to an agreement right now w/ mahself.. i'll let friday be the last day for sure that i'll be on the pills.. since i love spunkay ohh soo much and i don't like seeing him upset.. i'll do this for him and just b/c he really wants me to do this for him..
mah spunkay-poo face wasn't at school today.. i was upset most of the day.. and cried a bit throughout the day.. cuz i was just soo upset from what happened last night.. in our semi-disagreement.. and he wasn't at school today and that just made things worse.. guh i feel soo bad.. i need to call him.. :-(
i failed mah math test.. i knew it too.. i made a damn 50.. gosh.. i abhor math!!!!!!
i need spunkay!!!!!!!!!!!
gonna go.. pe@ce and goot will! ~*NeeeNawwwwwwww*~
i went over to spunkay's casa last night.. hehe i had a great time.. i was in such a playful mood and yeah it was all great! even though b4 i went mah daddy and i got into an argument cuz i had to say sumthing stupid.. and so he didn't take me.. and i had to wait until mah moomay got home.. grrrr.. meaning less spunkay time...:-( anywho.. i took one of mah diet pills around 7 or so.. and yeah he took the bottle out of mah purse and put it in his pocket.. and wouldn't give it to me.. but i eventually got them back.. i could tell he was a bit upset whenever i took the pill.. :-( a bit later i was in his room talking about taking it.. and guh i could tell he was soo serious.. i've never seen him that serious about sumthing.. it made me feel a bit uncomfortable like.. and i was really mad as well.. guh i just hate when ppl get all worried about me.. over nuthing.. gees.. but he has the right to so w/e..when we were outside talking.. and waiting for mah moomay.. i was still a bit mad.. and like guh his facial expressions and stuff was just making me really upset.. i was gonna cry i was soo mad yet sad.. then mah moomay came.. and i had to make sure i wasn't crying.. and he noticed that i was going to cry.. so he stopped w/ what he was saying.. gosh i have no idea what to do.. i abhor being in situations like this.. all confused and lost on what to do.. guh i feel like a stray dog in a big city in which i've never been to b4.. and i'm all trying to find things out and wonder how i'm gonna survive.. well i'm just sumwhat compared to this.. just mainly the confused part.. not the surving part.. i'll come to an agreement right now w/ mahself.. i'll let friday be the last day for sure that i'll be on the pills.. since i love spunkay ohh soo much and i don't like seeing him upset.. i'll do this for him and just b/c he really wants me to do this for him..
mah spunkay-poo face wasn't at school today.. i was upset most of the day.. and cried a bit throughout the day.. cuz i was just soo upset from what happened last night.. in our semi-disagreement.. and he wasn't at school today and that just made things worse.. guh i feel soo bad.. i need to call him.. :-(
i failed mah math test.. i knew it too.. i made a damn 50.. gosh.. i abhor math!!!!!!
i need spunkay!!!!!!!!!!!
gonna go.. pe@ce and goot will! ~*NeeeNawwwwwwww*~