Thanks Koshii....
Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated. Sorry that it's been so long. My entries from frItaly recieved many a bad comment, so I haven't really updated since. Studs just sent me a nudge email so I guess I'll update since she has been so good to me lately.
Hm...so what is new in the life of Mittens...oh yes, I go by my code name, Mittens now. Infact, lots of people have codenames (this is a very good idea so I wont offend anyone)
Wow, where to start...
Well, things have been boring since Italy. I met Hardtop, one of my newest best friends, shortly before leaving Italy and we have visited each other a few times since then. We're really close, and it's totally awesome. I was kind of upset that he didn't want to be my boyfriend, but I got over it. He is still in love with his ex. and that's just the way it is. We're still best friends.
I started to have a little crush on *juanjuan* (he doesnt have a code name yet) but he's getting ready to ask a girl out. There goes that idea ^ .^ I have the worst luck with guys.
The school year has been not as fulfilling as Italy but that's alright. It hasnt been scrutiatingly painful (or maybe it has and I just pushed that aside) but it hasnt been good either. Let's just say I'm really really REALLY ready to get out of this stupid town. Away from Shaun. Away from all those stuck-up cactusfucking sculpture students.
Just recently, right before Easter, some very bad memories from my childhood came back to haunt me; now I am really paying for it and it's killing me. I kept the information a secret from my parents but I finally decided to tell my mom. She believes every word and wants me to get some serious therapy as soon as possible. At first I was distraught. Therapy is for crazy people, right? Apparently not, lots of people use it and it really helps. So as soon as school is over, I'm enrolling into some therapy.
Hardtop says this explains alot about why I am the way I am. What does this mean?
I'm going to visit him in a week. I'm totally psyched but more than ever am I ready to get out of this shit-towne.
Studs, Twofer, and I are getting ready to move into a newer, better, faster place. I'm pretty excited. It'll be nice to live in a place where no black guys holla' at you.
I'm kinda in a DDR rut. I'm stuck on standard (and not that bad at it) but I'm not getting any better at Heavy mode.
They finally convinced me to start a person on Animal Crack. It's actually more fun than I thought it would be ^-^
I started a MySpace too, haha. It's not that great.
All of this stupid drama that has been messing with me gave me the courage to chop all of my hair off. That's right, all of it. Ever played Silent Hill 3? Twofer says I have Heather-hair.
oh yeah, I dyed it blonde too when I visited Italy over spring break.
Today was the last day of classes. My schedule is pretty wack, but not that bad. I have another exam Thursday morning (30 minute critique) and the rest of my English exam is on Friday. I have one more critique the following Tuesday, May 2nd and right after that I'm headed the looong boring road of highway 40 to Nashville.
Hardtop and I will see the new Silent Hill movie and I'm pretty excited. *juanjuan* said it sucked, but I think it will be great.
I just remembered that I need to document my latest sculpture. I like it alot, but it uses color and form, not junk and cement. So ofcourse, it's not accepted by our lovely sculpture department. God, please help me stay strong and get through this hell hole.
This stupid 7th Heaven show is making me want a boyfriend really really bad. Scratch that. It makes me wanna get laid really really bad *crossing fingers*
There be white people in the parking lot right now. What the fuck is going on around here??
I've started drawing my chibis again and they're all on my deviantFART page if you want to see it, lemme know.
okay I'll just post one on here, just cuz I like getting comments ^-^
sorry about all of the booboos inside; i'm just too lazy to fix them ^^()
Maybe some of you know this fat-fook. Fuck him and his stupid Weeny-Has-A-Posse.
Well that's all I have to say for now. TTFN, ta ta for now ^-^
Hm...so what is new in the life of Mittens...oh yes, I go by my code name, Mittens now. Infact, lots of people have codenames (this is a very good idea so I wont offend anyone)
Wow, where to start...
Well, things have been boring since Italy. I met Hardtop, one of my newest best friends, shortly before leaving Italy and we have visited each other a few times since then. We're really close, and it's totally awesome. I was kind of upset that he didn't want to be my boyfriend, but I got over it. He is still in love with his ex. and that's just the way it is. We're still best friends.
I started to have a little crush on *juanjuan* (he doesnt have a code name yet) but he's getting ready to ask a girl out. There goes that idea ^ .^ I have the worst luck with guys.
The school year has been not as fulfilling as Italy but that's alright. It hasnt been scrutiatingly painful (or maybe it has and I just pushed that aside) but it hasnt been good either. Let's just say I'm really really REALLY ready to get out of this stupid town. Away from Shaun. Away from all those stuck-up cactusfucking sculpture students.
Just recently, right before Easter, some very bad memories from my childhood came back to haunt me; now I am really paying for it and it's killing me. I kept the information a secret from my parents but I finally decided to tell my mom. She believes every word and wants me to get some serious therapy as soon as possible. At first I was distraught. Therapy is for crazy people, right? Apparently not, lots of people use it and it really helps. So as soon as school is over, I'm enrolling into some therapy.
Hardtop says this explains alot about why I am the way I am. What does this mean?
I'm going to visit him in a week. I'm totally psyched but more than ever am I ready to get out of this shit-towne.
Studs, Twofer, and I are getting ready to move into a newer, better, faster place. I'm pretty excited. It'll be nice to live in a place where no black guys holla' at you.
I'm kinda in a DDR rut. I'm stuck on standard (and not that bad at it) but I'm not getting any better at Heavy mode.
They finally convinced me to start a person on Animal Crack. It's actually more fun than I thought it would be ^-^
I started a MySpace too, haha. It's not that great.
All of this stupid drama that has been messing with me gave me the courage to chop all of my hair off. That's right, all of it. Ever played Silent Hill 3? Twofer says I have Heather-hair.
oh yeah, I dyed it blonde too when I visited Italy over spring break.
Today was the last day of classes. My schedule is pretty wack, but not that bad. I have another exam Thursday morning (30 minute critique) and the rest of my English exam is on Friday. I have one more critique the following Tuesday, May 2nd and right after that I'm headed the looong boring road of highway 40 to Nashville.
Hardtop and I will see the new Silent Hill movie and I'm pretty excited. *juanjuan* said it sucked, but I think it will be great.
I just remembered that I need to document my latest sculpture. I like it alot, but it uses color and form, not junk and cement. So ofcourse, it's not accepted by our lovely sculpture department. God, please help me stay strong and get through this hell hole.
This stupid 7th Heaven show is making me want a boyfriend really really bad. Scratch that. It makes me wanna get laid really really bad *crossing fingers*
There be white people in the parking lot right now. What the fuck is going on around here??
I've started drawing my chibis again and they're all on my deviantFART page if you want to see it, lemme know.
okay I'll just post one on here, just cuz I like getting comments ^-^
sorry about all of the booboos inside; i'm just too lazy to fix them ^^()
Maybe some of you know this fat-fook. Fuck him and his stupid Weeny-Has-A-Posse.
Well that's all I have to say for now. TTFN, ta ta for now ^-^