Time is draggggggging...............
10 more days left in this hole......it's going way too fucking slow. Here I have things that drive me insane to think about. Here in my hole......in this larger hole. I want to see Bile....but I don't want to see her face...at all. I probably won't anyway.....chances are, she'll be backstage sittin in Kryztoff's lap. Backstage Betty, just another thing to piss me off. ok, fuck it - I'm not going. Biles comes around about 3 to 4 times a year...I can wait. I got another cd in the mail today for Industrialband.com. It's more freaky and acid like than Industrial. It's got a whole story of alien abduction and human genocide. But's it's really good although there's really no vox.....go to www.StJohnsEve.com to listen to some of their stuff. Why do our fucking world's have to be so entwined. I fucking love Lilith to death.....find someone that really has that and that's not trying to get in your pants........oh fuck,.....that's what you want! I'm sorry I forgot. Your remedies to erase memories works.....but for me it only last for a few hours.....then the depression kicks back in and I have to go find another vessal or drug.....to waste some false emotion in, just to come back feeling guilty instead of even. YOU FUCKING WANTED IT.....AND PROBABLY THE ENTIRE TIME!!! AND USING "I DID IT TO GET OVER YOU" WAS JUST A GOOD EXCUSE TO NOT FEEL GUILTY!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO, my project of growing ye old Hawk back is coming along....it's only about a cm on top right now. It will just have to look goofy squarish like Kryztoff's for a while. I worked out yesterday and today.......really hard.....I want to get so fucking huge now.....that motherfuckers are scared to say something smartass.....about me.....from across town. I want to be able to accidentely kill someone by punching them in the face!! Maybe that will keep people away from my future belongings. Nothing was ever finished...nor thrown out.....we had a fucking deal...and it went bad. Was it throbbing so fucking hard that you couldn't wait till I was away. Then make sure that you throw it in my face with each and every sentence!! Whatever......maybe I'll call Lily and tell her happy birthday........although I really WANT to be there....to see her....in all of her spoiled glory, and tell her that Krazy Mark says goodbye! What a kid. Maybe we can all do the doggy growls one last time and yell "DOO DOO" as loud as possible! and I can say "bottle" and everyone can laugh like I'm sayin butthole!! LOL.
Some updates......I fucked around with the SkabDriver website till it should be viewable by anyone with any resolution....got a new front page picture and made some flash for our skabby TV thingymajig. As soon as I get to Pennsylvania there will be more song samples to listen to. There were alot of half-way finished tracks that he and I did that I don't have.......that will get finished. Along with the finishing of some of the stuff that I have written here in Atlanta. Stay Tuned.
SO, my project of growing ye old Hawk back is coming along....it's only about a cm on top right now. It will just have to look goofy squarish like Kryztoff's for a while. I worked out yesterday and today.......really hard.....I want to get so fucking huge now.....that motherfuckers are scared to say something smartass.....about me.....from across town. I want to be able to accidentely kill someone by punching them in the face!! Maybe that will keep people away from my future belongings. Nothing was ever finished...nor thrown out.....we had a fucking deal...and it went bad. Was it throbbing so fucking hard that you couldn't wait till I was away. Then make sure that you throw it in my face with each and every sentence!! Whatever......maybe I'll call Lily and tell her happy birthday........although I really WANT to be there....to see her....in all of her spoiled glory, and tell her that Krazy Mark says goodbye! What a kid. Maybe we can all do the doggy growls one last time and yell "DOO DOO" as loud as possible! and I can say "bottle" and everyone can laugh like I'm sayin butthole!! LOL.
Some updates......I fucked around with the SkabDriver website till it should be viewable by anyone with any resolution....got a new front page picture and made some flash for our skabby TV thingymajig. As soon as I get to Pennsylvania there will be more song samples to listen to. There were alot of half-way finished tracks that he and I did that I don't have.......that will get finished. Along with the finishing of some of the stuff that I have written here in Atlanta. Stay Tuned.