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Fuck, .....uh, this last weekend was fucking a blast........uhhhh, I got a little out of hand retarded and over touchy at Sonar....but I WILL NOT FUCKING APOLOGIZE you wanted it!!!! SAY IT, SAY IT, yeah...........that's what I thought niggaz!!! Hanging out with Igor was a great break from hanging out with myself........we're both Pisces and we both think alot alike.....but it's still wayyyyyy fucking different than looking in a mirror on shrooms with a gun to your head and Vlad yelling "do it fucker, it'll be easy and quick.....it's the perfect fix!!! What a legend......a dead hero....that never gave up fighting for what he fucking believed........, and when the day came that you realized you were failing......you ended it all!! Do IT ...DO IT!!!!!!!! (Now...to fill in the facts on this story, I had a mini-cassestte recorder tied in my dreads........I was totally fucking wired Krazy out of my mind.......COPS were banging on the front door.......the lights in the room were being over exagerated and I thought that helicopters were outside along with news crews......and I had our telephone duct taped to my left arm......and the telephones name had become Molly.....WHY??, because it was on speaker mode and she was in Virginia driving back trying to calm me down........so there was this super loud grainy conciousness of thought blaring loudly from my left arm......ME......and Vlad......who was trying to kill both of us for the good of my dreams. What a godamn nightmare that started with me not trusting the quality of an 8th of shrooms and taking them all over a period of 2 hours and saying......"Shit, these fuckers are bogus" LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!) That's a night I will remember forever.....so much darkness and twisted evil came out of me while I lay gripping the kitchen floor trying to hum louder than my own concious..........cause if there was no thought.....then there was no evil.....because at the time the only thoughts....were EVIL! a serious analyzation of who I had turned myself into came over the nxt 2 weeks. I must of also threw down the most godamn fantastic 1 hour all-out "Who are the true Americans??" rant to the phone called Molly..........to my dissapointment....the mini- cassette recorder reached the end of it's tape right after the ringing of the phone the 1st time she called....in which I exclaimed" DON'T FUCKING FUCK WITH ME RIGHT NOW I AM GODDAMN SERIOUS AS FUCK!! I AM LOSING MY MIND AND I AM TURNING ON ME AGAIN.)
OK, now that that story is out of the way........oh yeah I ended up humming to myself on the floor for 3 hours and finally threw the gun in the living room.......and the cops.....well, I hid from them and I guess they assumed that no one was there anymore so they went away......I guess.......if they really existed!!.............LOL, so yeah, about Sonar......I must have grabbed every guy and girls (and all those in-betweens) ass the other night......as soon as the liquor kicked in...........I just went straight retarded. Excuse me........Vlad went straight retarded.....I had nothing to do with that....I promise.
OK, now that that story is out of the way........oh yeah I ended up humming to myself on the floor for 3 hours and finally threw the gun in the living room.......and the cops.....well, I hid from them and I guess they assumed that no one was there anymore so they went away......I guess.......if they really existed!!.............LOL, so yeah, about Sonar......I must have grabbed every guy and girls (and all those in-betweens) ass the other night......as soon as the liquor kicked in...........I just went straight retarded. Excuse me........Vlad went straight retarded.....I had nothing to do with that....I promise.