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So I guess shooting me is the best option.
I failed Stat.
Guess this is how He wants me to live. Can I even do something about that now? No of course not, but only take it up in summer. It'll be ok for me.
But for my parents, no of course not. Mom and I talked like "nothing happened". That's cool with me. But when Dad came home he just looked at me (I texted them right after I got my grades) with so much disappointment in his eyes. I'm gonna live with it. It's my fault anyway.
Now, favorite quote as of now: "You don't deserve it."
Because I truly don't. I'm not worth every single thing I've been receiving. But I'm selfish so I'm gonna keep this internet close to me. Like I said, this is the only one keeping me sane.
Btw, to anyone who needs this one, I offer you a *BIG HUG*.
I failed Stat.
Guess this is how He wants me to live. Can I even do something about that now? No of course not, but only take it up in summer. It'll be ok for me.
But for my parents, no of course not. Mom and I talked like "nothing happened". That's cool with me. But when Dad came home he just looked at me (I texted them right after I got my grades) with so much disappointment in his eyes. I'm gonna live with it. It's my fault anyway.
Now, favorite quote as of now: "You don't deserve it."
Because I truly don't. I'm not worth every single thing I've been receiving. But I'm selfish so I'm gonna keep this internet close to me. Like I said, this is the only one keeping me sane.
Btw, to anyone who needs this one, I offer you a *BIG HUG*.