Heelllo?
Okay, I suppose no one mind reading my entry anymore, since it looks like I've been away for too long and uploaded rarely with stupid stuff, and not visited your LJs as well (this's so unfair for you to have a look at my entry then, right?), but still, well, actually, truly,... there's someone I hope I won't loose contact with them... I have lost contacted with many online friend, no matter how I used to be closed to them, and know well enough that... it's damn hard to keep an online friend as a real one, but I always hope there would be someone, and I know, there is. I hope they know, in some way...
And well, I'm gonna to Australia for 10 days, from tomorrow, mean I will be away during christmas, it's a little pity, in IPC *my school* I guess I'll have some fun during that time as well, I really dun wanna miss... >.< *I'm greedy, I know* But like hell, the most thing I dun wanna miss is the day the tea ceremony club work ;___; It's supposed to be my first time to join in the club, but I'll be absent, so damn ;___; I think of joining Yosakoi club as well, they did perform crazily well in the Sakura festival this year >.< I wanna join Kendo, too, but it costs money to join in ;___; *I haven't found a job anyway , and gonna be out of credit OxO* ... Life is hard ;___;
Anyway, I'm happy to enroll in this school, there's time I feel so regret to come here, it was damn lonely and people become scary, but I know, now, that I did close myself, that's why this school became scary to me, but it's so good now, I appreciate every minute I'm here, people are friendly enough, life is good enough and I have learned much about life and people, about how to live since I came here. I got a strong sense for Japanese here, since most of the students are almost Japanses, I love Japan at first, no doubt, but I love it more since I got to know about Japanese in real, they're not friendly at first, or I should say, they won't speak to you first and just until you start a conversation, they'll talk a lot, that's good, ne? but sometime not really, I'm not type of people who are positive, so, I find it hard to start a conversation... ;___;
And last night, yeah yeah, the most thing I wanna tell XD Ya know, in the dorm, fire alarm is everywhere, I used to hear from my friends who live in dorm (while I was at homestay, but I have just moved in dorm recently) that the fire alarm sometime rang, and every students had to come of out the hall (resident hall), of course, but the problem is, the fire alarm usually rang just because of someone, who was smoking in the hall ( the school doens't allow smoking in hall), not because of fire or stuff. And last night, it was around 3 am, I hear something damn noisy in my room (but I didn't know it was fire alarm, I haven't heard fire alarm before), and someone knock in the door, I was wonder, omg, is it security? did I do something??? >.< and I come out, it's my friend, she told me 'hey, walk out, it's the fire alarm' Then, we came out of the hall, and in the midnight, it's damn cold, ya know, in NZ, it's so cold even in summer >.< (and partly that I am not used to cold weather ;__:) We stood outside, there weren't many students (it's the summer, so, most of them go back their countries ^^') just around ten or so, and hall leader also walked out, and... OMG, I damn like him , the hall leader, I mean, I noticed him even when I first came here, he's a damn pretty boy and he's in the 2nd year, his English was much better than other Japanese *I hear from my friend ^^'* Though he got a girl friend, it doen't matter, I... actually just like his face ^^' (I know this isn't proper way to like someone, but my sense for beauty is damn strong ;__;) and I have a small talk with a staff, who is also a resident in my hall (a Japanese woman), he was standing near me ( not really, about 3 meters ^^') and actually, he didn't know me nor my perverted time for looking at his face at the dining hall ^^' ( I say I only like his appearance, right? ^^') But he suddenly look at me and say "It's cold, eh?" I was stunned, OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! He ACTUALLY talk to me ( although just three words, no more ;__;) IT'S THE FIRST TIME I HEAR HIS VOICE IN REAL *O* sounds nice XD very clear,much clearer than any Japanese I've known !!! But my stupid me just reply (I was trying to calm down, ya know TT^TT) " Yup, to stand here..." And, well... it was the time the fireman finished his check *well, nothing actually happened this time as well, ...* I immediately went inside my room *damn myself XD* and... I hardly got back to sleep then ;___; but I was so happy XD I know that was stupid but really, I was happy! XD
Well, I know nothing else but his name anyway, so, it just last night was stunned and I wanna say about it, though there's no point at it ^^'
Sorry for spamming your f-page ;___;
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is his pictures... it's illegal to take pictures without one's permission... I know but... sorry then... XD I just wanna show how pretty he is
Pic 1
Pic 2
And well, I'm gonna to Australia for 10 days, from tomorrow, mean I will be away during christmas, it's a little pity, in IPC *my school* I guess I'll have some fun during that time as well, I really dun wanna miss... >.< *I'm greedy, I know* But like hell, the most thing I dun wanna miss is the day the tea ceremony club work ;___; It's supposed to be my first time to join in the club, but I'll be absent, so damn ;___; I think of joining Yosakoi club as well, they did perform crazily well in the Sakura festival this year >.< I wanna join Kendo, too, but it costs money to join in ;___; *I haven't found a job anyway , and gonna be out of credit OxO* ... Life is hard ;___;
Anyway, I'm happy to enroll in this school, there's time I feel so regret to come here, it was damn lonely and people become scary, but I know, now, that I did close myself, that's why this school became scary to me, but it's so good now, I appreciate every minute I'm here, people are friendly enough, life is good enough and I have learned much about life and people, about how to live since I came here. I got a strong sense for Japanese here, since most of the students are almost Japanses, I love Japan at first, no doubt, but I love it more since I got to know about Japanese in real, they're not friendly at first, or I should say, they won't speak to you first and just until you start a conversation, they'll talk a lot, that's good, ne? but sometime not really, I'm not type of people who are positive, so, I find it hard to start a conversation... ;___;
And last night, yeah yeah, the most thing I wanna tell XD Ya know, in the dorm, fire alarm is everywhere, I used to hear from my friends who live in dorm (while I was at homestay, but I have just moved in dorm recently) that the fire alarm sometime rang, and every students had to come of out the hall (resident hall), of course, but the problem is, the fire alarm usually rang just because of someone, who was smoking in the hall ( the school doens't allow smoking in hall), not because of fire or stuff. And last night, it was around 3 am, I hear something damn noisy in my room (but I didn't know it was fire alarm, I haven't heard fire alarm before), and someone knock in the door, I was wonder, omg, is it security? did I do something??? >.< and I come out, it's my friend, she told me 'hey, walk out, it's the fire alarm' Then, we came out of the hall, and in the midnight, it's damn cold, ya know, in NZ, it's so cold even in summer >.< (and partly that I am not used to cold weather ;__:) We stood outside, there weren't many students (it's the summer, so, most of them go back their countries ^^') just around ten or so, and hall leader also walked out, and... OMG, I damn like him , the hall leader, I mean, I noticed him even when I first came here, he's a damn pretty boy and he's in the 2nd year, his English was much better than other Japanese *I hear from my friend ^^'* Though he got a girl friend, it doen't matter, I... actually just like his face ^^' (I know this isn't proper way to like someone, but my sense for beauty is damn strong ;__;) and I have a small talk with a staff, who is also a resident in my hall (a Japanese woman), he was standing near me ( not really, about 3 meters ^^') and actually, he didn't know me nor my perverted time for looking at his face at the dining hall ^^' ( I say I only like his appearance, right? ^^') But he suddenly look at me and say "It's cold, eh?" I was stunned, OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! He ACTUALLY talk to me ( although just three words, no more ;__;) IT'S THE FIRST TIME I HEAR HIS VOICE IN REAL *O* sounds nice XD very clear,much clearer than any Japanese I've known !!! But my stupid me just reply (I was trying to calm down, ya know TT^TT) " Yup, to stand here..." And, well... it was the time the fireman finished his check *well, nothing actually happened this time as well, ...* I immediately went inside my room *damn myself XD* and... I hardly got back to sleep then ;___; but I was so happy XD I know that was stupid but really, I was happy! XD
Well, I know nothing else but his name anyway, so, it just last night was stunned and I wanna say about it, though there's no point at it ^^'
Sorry for spamming your f-page ;___;
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is his pictures... it's illegal to take pictures without one's permission... I know but... sorry then... XD I just wanna show how pretty he is
Pic 1
Pic 2
