some some about my first time..
here's an insider bit of how my "first time" was like for me , i know some of you might be interested to know that i finally did it.
to be honest..
i was kinda nervous the thought at first, when i was "getting ready",
and when i saw her for the first time that close..
it made me just .. stare ..
and think.
she's pretty.
...
and then it started, things were less messy than i thought they would be (don't ask!)
it started slow at first, which made me kinda.. relax in, eventho to be straight honest with ya,
i wasn't nervous at all when everything actually started, well ok maybe just for the first second, litarly.
noises started to get louder,
it was like..
she was screaming
and then...
like an explosion, we hit it off with a big push!
i wanted to close my eyes for a moment, but then i thought "i don't wanna miss the view"
so i kept'em open, and i was smiling eventhough my mind wasn't 100% focused..
u know, thoughts and images were in my mind, of what happened, is happening, will happen and how it all happened, question started to rise right away.. questions of 'what's next' mainly.
anyway,
we were rising up and up... and then it hit me "...we're flying" , and it felt like we did
the noises were clear,
untill we reached.. a climax
that's when things got less "rocky"
and the noises faded out..
time to relax now.
i closed my eyes for a moment, and then i opened them back again..
turned on the music
and started listning
i didn't feel like talking,
so i rarely did throughout the whole 'trip'
which was very ok with me, coz u know.. after all i'm all by myself.
after some calmnesss .. peaceful time,
and silence that was interrupted with music in my ears..
noise.. restarted
rockiness came back and things started to shake, but less than the first time hehe
noise became louder
and Boom! *squeeeeek*..
noise down.. and down.. and down.
Stopped.
i didn't like this part much , coz it got crowded!
we were then guided to the exit , which was in the back
et voila! i was in the airport, and my first flight was over!
"stay in the terminal, sir.. ur next flight will be in 3.5 HOURS!"
had to wait in Doha, Qatar .. and then get the next flight and head to my destination..
Dubai, UAE
and that's where am at now.
stay tuned for ma next post :p
anybody hates me?
no?
noo??
.. weird!.
DehumanizeD
to be honest..
i was kinda nervous the thought at first, when i was "getting ready",
and when i saw her for the first time that close..
it made me just .. stare ..
and think.
she's pretty.
...
and then it started, things were less messy than i thought they would be (don't ask!)
it started slow at first, which made me kinda.. relax in, eventho to be straight honest with ya,
i wasn't nervous at all when everything actually started, well ok maybe just for the first second, litarly.
noises started to get louder,
it was like..
she was screaming
and then...
like an explosion, we hit it off with a big push!
i wanted to close my eyes for a moment, but then i thought "i don't wanna miss the view"
so i kept'em open, and i was smiling eventhough my mind wasn't 100% focused..
u know, thoughts and images were in my mind, of what happened, is happening, will happen and how it all happened, question started to rise right away.. questions of 'what's next' mainly.
anyway,
we were rising up and up... and then it hit me "...we're flying" , and it felt like we did
the noises were clear,
untill we reached.. a climax
that's when things got less "rocky"
and the noises faded out..
time to relax now.
i closed my eyes for a moment, and then i opened them back again..
turned on the music
and started listning
i didn't feel like talking,
so i rarely did throughout the whole 'trip'
which was very ok with me, coz u know.. after all i'm all by myself.
after some calmnesss .. peaceful time,
and silence that was interrupted with music in my ears..
noise.. restarted
rockiness came back and things started to shake, but less than the first time hehe
noise became louder
and Boom! *squeeeeek*..
noise down.. and down.. and down.
Stopped.
i didn't like this part much , coz it got crowded!
we were then guided to the exit , which was in the back
et voila! i was in the airport, and my first flight was over!
"stay in the terminal, sir.. ur next flight will be in 3.5 HOURS!"
had to wait in Doha, Qatar .. and then get the next flight and head to my destination..
Dubai, UAE
and that's where am at now.
stay tuned for ma next post :p
anybody hates me?
no?
noo??
.. weird!.
DehumanizeD