Title: Tell me
Author: defi
deguchihsjPairing: YamaChii
Genre: hurt/comfort
Disclaimer: just own the plot.
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Yuto watched Yamada leaving until his figure dissappear. Take a breath, slowly he enter to Chinen's room. In the room he can see that little guy spasing out at window.
"Chii.." called him, Chinen shocked at gazed at the tall guy.
"What are you doing here?" asked, his eyebrow frawned seeing Yuto's face. Seems he has been crying over day.
Yuto sniffle, he nearing Chinen's bed ignore the question.
"Yuto hey, why are you crying? Daijoubu?" asked Chinen again.
And this time Yuto suddenly hugged Chinen make the little one stratled.
"O-oi Yuto, wait wha-what hap-"
"Gomen Chii, hontou gomen.." crying Yuto on Chinen's shoulder.
Hearing that Chinen just silent. Letting the guy crying in his embrace whlie patted gently his back, trying to calm him.
"Aah hiks, Chii..hiks, please for-hiks..forgive me..me Chii.."
Chinen still just silent and continue carress him.
Minutes later Yuto had calmed, although the water still ran from his eyes. Chinen cupped Yuto's face and gently wiped those tears away.
"Sshhh..it's okay, it'll be fine shh.." whisper Chinen softly. He hold the face and facing those nightsky orb.
"Chii..I, I do not mean to hurt you, really..its just I..to much hidden feeling that make me sick, you're just know the happy go luck Yuto but I'm not, I'm not Chii..I had my own limit. I can explod any time, I just can but I'm trying..trying to pressure them. Seeing your hurt, I'm not that dumb to not aware that. It's just the condition forced me to do that, I don't want it. Even Raiya too..I'm the worst brother ever, worst friend-hiks I..hiks.." he cried again.
Chinen brought him to his embrace again, his own eyes was watery too.
"Shh it's okay now Yuto..I understand, I already forgive you so please calm down, Yuto.." he tighter the hug, feeling the older hurt.
Another silent and just their sniffle filled the room. Chinen still held Yuto in his arms and slowly feeling the weight of the older. Looks like Yuto finally through his feeling and energy. He fall asleep in Chinen's embrace.
"We're silly ne, just for the other we just keep them for our self. But how hard we hiding them, those feeling will blow out btw. Coz..we're just a human..no other else.."
Chinen placed Yuto's body beside him, gladly the bed had a big size. He then searching in Yuto's pocket, take out his cell phone.
"YUTO! Oh god, where are you? Are you-"
"Yabu-chan, its me.."
"Eh Chinen? Its Yuto's phone, why-"
"Its okay, he's with me now. Ano, can I ask you a favor?"
Yamada has finished tidy up Chinen's stuff. He then sit next to the younger on the bed. Since Yamada come, the little dosen't talk to him. Make his heart ache.
"Hey.." called him softly. "Daijoubu..?"
"Un, daijoubu."
"Shall we go home now?"
"Un."
Yamada then carry the bag following Chinen that go out first. In the car Yamada try to get a talk with his little lover but the younger just ignore him, staring out side. Yamada held his breath, trying to be calm.
Stopped the car, Yamada wanted to hold Chinen out of the car but the younger just step out by himself and enter the dorm, leaving Yamada alone. Again held his breath, that brown haired guy followed his little one.
"Oh hey Yama-chan, you're arrive," greeted Takaki. He, Keito, Daiki, Hikaru were gathered in living room.
"Un, etto where's Yuri?"
"In Yuto's room," said Yabu, holding a small tray that filled up with a bowl of porridge and a glass of chocomilk. Behind him Inoo followed.
"Ne Yama-chan, could you bring this to him?" said Inoo with smile. Yamada frowned, something wrong here?
"Na-nani? Someone tell what happend, hey.." said him uneasy. "Am I late for something or what? Oi minna."
"Baka Yama ck, just bring them to him. They're waiting for you.." said Yabu and handded the small tray to Yamada.
"Come on, come on Yama-chan~" said Hikaru pushed Yamada to the stairs.
"Hai hai, easy Hikaru or you'll drop this on the floor."
"Ups. Hehehe."
He is curious, but sensing a good feeling from them, he just go up stair.
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gomee but had to stop here :)
etto its a long time ne, eer wonder someone miss me..? Xp *ignore it.
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