Tell me (4/?)
Title: Tell me
Author: Defi deguchihsj
Pairing: YamaChii
Genre: hurt/comfort
Disclaimer: just own the plot
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Slowly Chinen open up his eyes, facing the window that showing the night sky. His body was fine now but not with his feeling. While gazing at those scene he recalling this past two days and the morning before when he's awake from the two days being unconscious.
He don't want it. Actually wont but, thats night was the worst than the other. He can take the other but not that one. Thats to far for him to understand them. Make him break into pieces.
His thought were distrubed by a moved from his side, don't aware that there was someone sitting with his head on the side bed. Take a breath slowly he stroke that smooth of brown hair of the guy that he love so much, he stroke him lovely until the older one wake up from his sleep.
Feeling the soft palm of hand stroking his head. Lifted his head to see his loved one that already awake with a tears fell from his beautiful eyes.
"Yuri..you're awake, daijoubu? Why are you crying? Shh..I'm here.." said Yamada worriedly, wiped away the tears.
"Ryo.." called Chinen weakly. He want to sit so Yamada helped him. He then climb on to the bed and wrapped his arms around the younger, brought him to his embrace.
"Ima daijoubu? I'm really worried of you," said him calmly. Feeling a nod from the younger.
"Yuri, I love you so much. Please tell me what was make you angry at me I can't stand seeing you like this it's killing me. Please.."
Chinen was silent, thinking should he to tell him or not. But keeping this just make them suffering more. Take a breath he then began.
"You know..it's started from SD ah I don't know exactly when but you're avoiding me.."
"E eh I'm not-"
"Will you hear me please? Or get out leave me alone."
"Mh no gomen ne," Yamada tighter his embrace not want to let this little go.
"I tried to be patient with your filrting to the other members especialy Yuto. I tried to because we're required to be professional. But somehow your acts make my heart hurt. So hurt to hold them by my self. I wanted to tell you to stop that but can't. I just can't because you always make me fall over to you whatever you've done to me."
"Demo at that night when I just went home with tiring body thinking of to cuddle to you feeling your warmness wraping me, just when I enter and see you at the couch, with Yuto in your arms, seeing you kissed his forehead..I can't take it..my heart was break and hurt..so hurt that kill me stright at that time..seeing you with him-" Yamada kissed those pulm lips.
"I'm sorry..that's not what you're thinking-"
"Then what? Tell me that you're already fall for him? After your fanservis and all?" Chinen rised his voice and try to release himself but failed coz Yamada held him more tight.
"No it's not like that. You get it wrong please hear me, let me explain it..I..I admit that these past time I seem to avoiding you I'm sorry, really I am, I don't meant that, I really love you Yuri."
"I found Yuto crying on the couch, no one at home that time. When I ask what happened he was fighting with Raiya and accidently pushed him until he fell from the strairs. He didn't meant to do that, he just felt so angry and depressed that time and I'm tried to calm him down," Yamada stopped and tried to feeling the tiny body in his arms being calmed.
"You know that we're bestfriend right. So I'm there to calmed him nothing else. I don't know that you see it. I'm so sorry I make you hurt. Please forgive me, Yuri I love you.."
Nothing respond from the younger. Yamada felt worry and regret enveloping him.
"Yuri please..belive me, I'm sorry-"
"You're end?"
"E wha-"
"Please leave, I want to be alone."
"Yuri wait, I-"
"Please?"
Yamada staring at Chinen while the younger just look at other else. He cupped the younger face to facing him.
"Yuri listen to me. I..I..please forgive me, I wont do that again I promise..Yuri.."
"..."
"Yuri.." he kissed him lovingly but Chinen stop it and tried to not look to the older one.
"I need time please.."
Let a heavy breath, "Okay..I'll wait for you. Doctor said that you can go home by tomorrow. I'll pick you up okay," once again he look at his loved one deeply. Kissed his forehead before trun from the bed. "I love you.." with that he leave the younger alone in that room.
Not knowing them that someone was eavesdropping them.
#
fail. I know. So fail.
I've tried but..I don't know what I want to write..beside it's was long time fic, wonder if someone still remember this one..
v_v
comment are motivated
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Author: Defi deguchihsj
Pairing: YamaChii
Genre: hurt/comfort
Disclaimer: just own the plot
#
Slowly Chinen open up his eyes, facing the window that showing the night sky. His body was fine now but not with his feeling. While gazing at those scene he recalling this past two days and the morning before when he's awake from the two days being unconscious.
He don't want it. Actually wont but, thats night was the worst than the other. He can take the other but not that one. Thats to far for him to understand them. Make him break into pieces.
His thought were distrubed by a moved from his side, don't aware that there was someone sitting with his head on the side bed. Take a breath slowly he stroke that smooth of brown hair of the guy that he love so much, he stroke him lovely until the older one wake up from his sleep.
Feeling the soft palm of hand stroking his head. Lifted his head to see his loved one that already awake with a tears fell from his beautiful eyes.
"Yuri..you're awake, daijoubu? Why are you crying? Shh..I'm here.." said Yamada worriedly, wiped away the tears.
"Ryo.." called Chinen weakly. He want to sit so Yamada helped him. He then climb on to the bed and wrapped his arms around the younger, brought him to his embrace.
"Ima daijoubu? I'm really worried of you," said him calmly. Feeling a nod from the younger.
"Yuri, I love you so much. Please tell me what was make you angry at me I can't stand seeing you like this it's killing me. Please.."
Chinen was silent, thinking should he to tell him or not. But keeping this just make them suffering more. Take a breath he then began.
"You know..it's started from SD ah I don't know exactly when but you're avoiding me.."
"E eh I'm not-"
"Will you hear me please? Or get out leave me alone."
"Mh no gomen ne," Yamada tighter his embrace not want to let this little go.
"I tried to be patient with your filrting to the other members especialy Yuto. I tried to because we're required to be professional. But somehow your acts make my heart hurt. So hurt to hold them by my self. I wanted to tell you to stop that but can't. I just can't because you always make me fall over to you whatever you've done to me."
"Demo at that night when I just went home with tiring body thinking of to cuddle to you feeling your warmness wraping me, just when I enter and see you at the couch, with Yuto in your arms, seeing you kissed his forehead..I can't take it..my heart was break and hurt..so hurt that kill me stright at that time..seeing you with him-" Yamada kissed those pulm lips.
"I'm sorry..that's not what you're thinking-"
"Then what? Tell me that you're already fall for him? After your fanservis and all?" Chinen rised his voice and try to release himself but failed coz Yamada held him more tight.
"No it's not like that. You get it wrong please hear me, let me explain it..I..I admit that these past time I seem to avoiding you I'm sorry, really I am, I don't meant that, I really love you Yuri."
"I found Yuto crying on the couch, no one at home that time. When I ask what happened he was fighting with Raiya and accidently pushed him until he fell from the strairs. He didn't meant to do that, he just felt so angry and depressed that time and I'm tried to calm him down," Yamada stopped and tried to feeling the tiny body in his arms being calmed.
"You know that we're bestfriend right. So I'm there to calmed him nothing else. I don't know that you see it. I'm so sorry I make you hurt. Please forgive me, Yuri I love you.."
Nothing respond from the younger. Yamada felt worry and regret enveloping him.
"Yuri please..belive me, I'm sorry-"
"You're end?"
"E wha-"
"Please leave, I want to be alone."
"Yuri wait, I-"
"Please?"
Yamada staring at Chinen while the younger just look at other else. He cupped the younger face to facing him.
"Yuri listen to me. I..I..please forgive me, I wont do that again I promise..Yuri.."
"..."
"Yuri.." he kissed him lovingly but Chinen stop it and tried to not look to the older one.
"I need time please.."
Let a heavy breath, "Okay..I'll wait for you. Doctor said that you can go home by tomorrow. I'll pick you up okay," once again he look at his loved one deeply. Kissed his forehead before trun from the bed. "I love you.." with that he leave the younger alone in that room.
Not knowing them that someone was eavesdropping them.
#
fail. I know. So fail.
I've tried but..I don't know what I want to write..beside it's was long time fic, wonder if someone still remember this one..
v_v
comment are motivated
Posted via m.livejournal.com.