dont tell me its not worth fighting for, i cant help it theres nothing i want more "

Aug 28, 2006 17:30

Hey People's i havent updated this thing in forever because no one really looks at livejournal nemore but oh well i still like writing in this thing :)

Life is alright for me i guess.. i mean i have some problems and issues but i manage to get by

*Me and Nathaniel are doing alright...tho we have planned to hold off the wedding until we can get along better.. the wedding supposed to be september 9th which is like a week or so from now and we havent planned the wedding barely at all and we fight all the time.. and he just said that he thinks before we get into marriage bein miserable we need to work on our communication skills and try to get along better... so i dont blame him.. the wedding will proly be in last september instead of early september.. we havent really decided a date.. but he supposed to propose to me when he thinks we're both ready for it.. i cant wait for that day.. he told me it would defnately be before the baby is born so :) .. i'm excited of him asking me.. we never really got that excitemnet before.. we were just like we're gettin married.. now i get to wonder when is he gonna ask me.. its excited but also scary! i hope he does ask soon! i love him so.. but its just we fight so much.. but we're doin so much better which i'm happy about :)

*Me and Laurisa are gettin closer too :) its great..  i hope we finally become like we used to be.. i dont know sometimes i think we're gettin there .. then other times i'm like its never gonna happen.. its in the past and i cant change that.. but i'm startin to look on the positive side.. i'm even goin up her house Wendesday if her mom says yes :) so :)

* Me and Tiffany Brooke are really close as well!.. i'm so glad she's at the high school this year

*Me and Nathaniel went up Paige and Brians Saturday night and Sunday.. i love them goobers :)
* I swear Paige is like the best friend neone could ever ask for

* Paige's boyfriend Brian is like one of my best friends.. we're like twins.. we think so much alike it scares me haha!

* Right now i'm sittin here bored waitin on Nathaniel to get home from work talkin to beckster my whore and Tiffany my nottasexual bestest :)

* the baby is doing fine btw.. kickin as much as ever.. i love her<3

well thats about it.. now i'm gonna leave you all with some of my senior pics.. tell me waht u think but plz try to be kind..remember i am pregnant haha  i almoost cried when i saw them because i think their ugly but everyone else told me their pretty .. but thats family for ya haha













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 love to all,
Manderz <3
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