What hurts the most, it bein so close and watchin u fade away and never knowin what cud have been
Hey people's.. i thought i would update and tell you all how my weekend and week is going so far
Sunday: me and Nathaniel hung out at his house I think?. and we watched some of the movie called High Tensions back at my house i think and omg it was so good... we only watched half of it because it started snwoing really bad and haley chester walked all the way up the hill to come get him because justin cantrell came and got him and his truck got stuck on hte hell so she got stuck walkin up my large hill in the snow.. that sucks lmao.. god love .. and then that was about it
Monday: NO SCHOOL! i was so happy but kinda bored because Nahtaniel went to work :( yea he has a job now.. and i'm SOOO proud of him but i never get to see him.. it just kinda makes me sad but I know he's savin up just for us so we can save up a house when i turn 18 which is in 9 months.. hell yea.. my mom and family already know and they dont have nething againest it so thats what we're tryin to do! i'm going to get a job after school durin the summer so it wont interfere with my schoool work and by then we will have enough money to get a lil trailer :) neways so we took the dog i had back to Kara because she said she wanted it back and plus i Coudlnt keep it.. so we went up there and then that was about it.. cuz we really didnt have much time to spend together.. oh yea .. we finished watchin High Tensions.. its so good.. has to be one of my fave movies
"I won't let neone come between us nemore" ... quote from the movie.. watch it to find out what it means ;) btw.. its a horror movie :)
Tuesday: school then came home.. Nathaniel got off work at 8 so mom allowed me to go up there until 10 which was alright as long as i got to see him at least a lil bit.. and then I talked to Laurisa on the phone then Nathaniel and went to bed
Today: went to school, Nathaniel came to see me during 3rd block to bring me some money for my candle orders that were due today but there are givin me until tomorrow ;) but i thought it was so sweet.. at least i got to see him a lil bit before he went to work :( i get to see him again around 8 because he's comin up to bring me more money :) as you can see we do NETHING to see each other :)
randoms
* i'm talkin to becky now.. ive missed talkin to her.. me and her are just like so close.. we barely ever see each other but we talk all the time and when we do.. its Grand lmao
* me and amber are friends now.. and so are me and matt.. i'm just glad 'm friends with everyone again.. i dont really have ne enemies now... or so i dont think i do? lmao
shew .... i dont even wanna talk about my home life.. it's just i dunno.. i mean if you all knew my mom you would know how she is and how she treats me like crap .. well she's got worse.. and it still doesnt seem real about my Dad.. i wished it would.. it's been a lil over a year.. and i cant get it thru my head or quit thinkin about him!!.. i dunno.. i'm not gonna ramble on about it because it dont matter but.. i'm just glad i'm movin out whenever i can!
* me and Laurisa are talkin more now.. i'm glad.. i dont know what she thinks of me or nething but i love her to death.. we have so many good memories :)
* shew lord.. i miss Nathaniel.. i'm used to seein him 24/7 but now i cant :( i'm just gonna have to keep tellin myself he's doin this lil job for us to help us get us started :)
* i'm talkin to my cousin Jonah.. havent talked to him in forever.. god love.. i love my bub!!
well i'm gonna get off here
plz leave comments
Manderz <3
Sunday: me and Nathaniel hung out at his house I think?. and we watched some of the movie called High Tensions back at my house i think and omg it was so good... we only watched half of it because it started snwoing really bad and haley chester walked all the way up the hill to come get him because justin cantrell came and got him and his truck got stuck on hte hell so she got stuck walkin up my large hill in the snow.. that sucks lmao.. god love .. and then that was about it
Monday: NO SCHOOL! i was so happy but kinda bored because Nahtaniel went to work :( yea he has a job now.. and i'm SOOO proud of him but i never get to see him.. it just kinda makes me sad but I know he's savin up just for us so we can save up a house when i turn 18 which is in 9 months.. hell yea.. my mom and family already know and they dont have nething againest it so thats what we're tryin to do! i'm going to get a job after school durin the summer so it wont interfere with my schoool work and by then we will have enough money to get a lil trailer :) neways so we took the dog i had back to Kara because she said she wanted it back and plus i Coudlnt keep it.. so we went up there and then that was about it.. cuz we really didnt have much time to spend together.. oh yea .. we finished watchin High Tensions.. its so good.. has to be one of my fave movies
"I won't let neone come between us nemore" ... quote from the movie.. watch it to find out what it means ;) btw.. its a horror movie :)
Tuesday: school then came home.. Nathaniel got off work at 8 so mom allowed me to go up there until 10 which was alright as long as i got to see him at least a lil bit.. and then I talked to Laurisa on the phone then Nathaniel and went to bed
Today: went to school, Nathaniel came to see me during 3rd block to bring me some money for my candle orders that were due today but there are givin me until tomorrow ;) but i thought it was so sweet.. at least i got to see him a lil bit before he went to work :( i get to see him again around 8 because he's comin up to bring me more money :) as you can see we do NETHING to see each other :)
randoms
* i'm talkin to becky now.. ive missed talkin to her.. me and her are just like so close.. we barely ever see each other but we talk all the time and when we do.. its Grand lmao
* me and amber are friends now.. and so are me and matt.. i'm just glad 'm friends with everyone again.. i dont really have ne enemies now... or so i dont think i do? lmao
shew .... i dont even wanna talk about my home life.. it's just i dunno.. i mean if you all knew my mom you would know how she is and how she treats me like crap .. well she's got worse.. and it still doesnt seem real about my Dad.. i wished it would.. it's been a lil over a year.. and i cant get it thru my head or quit thinkin about him!!.. i dunno.. i'm not gonna ramble on about it because it dont matter but.. i'm just glad i'm movin out whenever i can!
* me and Laurisa are talkin more now.. i'm glad.. i dont know what she thinks of me or nething but i love her to death.. we have so many good memories :)
* shew lord.. i miss Nathaniel.. i'm used to seein him 24/7 but now i cant :( i'm just gonna have to keep tellin myself he's doin this lil job for us to help us get us started :)
* i'm talkin to my cousin Jonah.. havent talked to him in forever.. god love.. i love my bub!!
well i'm gonna get off here
plz leave comments
Manderz <3