grrrrrrrr. apartments and rituals.. two of my favorite things?
I'm behind in my class, well behind the point where I wanted to be, because all I have been doing this week is planning and preparing for the solstice ritual I am priestessing over this afternoon and also looking for an apartment, had like so many viewings so far.
I want to live with my friends Adrian and Mihaela who are awesome and nice.. pagans and we are compatible. Huge apartment, 1500sqft. 2 bathrooms, brand new clean, and pretty damned cheap.. I can keep my kitty kat and my dad said he would buy me a computer.
I can't really afford to live ALONE with R. next year. Need room-mates. But he doesn't want room-mates. So he isn't coming. This is ok, I'm sure everything between us is going to be better even.. Less bickering about the stupid shit and time to miss each other. He may move in with us later. I have lots of schoolwork anyhow.
Still haven't "been approved" for the apartment yet.. and hoping that it will all work out okay. Might need another gaurantor.(sp?)
For gods sakes its stupid when they want a gaurantor for 368. (+hydro+phone+cable so like $450/month total for me!) At other places, well rooms only downtown the best places I found were like 520$/month but they are kinda cramped and a zillion rules. I can't practice my religion, or bring my cat.. and if R. wanted to come he couldn't at all.. just only 10 visits a year.
* sigh *
Well.. PEOPLE PRAY or some SHIT for me for the above, for finding a damned nice place, and pray that it does not rain and instead becomes sunny, cause' it's grey with 20% chance of rain the day I am doing Solstice. Sucks cause we are all going to be kinda naked. Not totally but some topless etc.
I need to go meditate before the ritual so I should go but man, why is it that at every solstice/equinox it seems like I am going through a major life change or move/shift? IT seems like all change happens then, or is concentrated then.. I used to move right around the time change of the seasons.. has anyone else experienced that?
Sincerely,
D.
I want to live with my friends Adrian and Mihaela who are awesome and nice.. pagans and we are compatible. Huge apartment, 1500sqft. 2 bathrooms, brand new clean, and pretty damned cheap.. I can keep my kitty kat and my dad said he would buy me a computer.
I can't really afford to live ALONE with R. next year. Need room-mates. But he doesn't want room-mates. So he isn't coming. This is ok, I'm sure everything between us is going to be better even.. Less bickering about the stupid shit and time to miss each other. He may move in with us later. I have lots of schoolwork anyhow.
Still haven't "been approved" for the apartment yet.. and hoping that it will all work out okay. Might need another gaurantor.(sp?)
For gods sakes its stupid when they want a gaurantor for 368. (+hydro+phone+cable so like $450/month total for me!) At other places, well rooms only downtown the best places I found were like 520$/month but they are kinda cramped and a zillion rules. I can't practice my religion, or bring my cat.. and if R. wanted to come he couldn't at all.. just only 10 visits a year.
* sigh *
Well.. PEOPLE PRAY or some SHIT for me for the above, for finding a damned nice place, and pray that it does not rain and instead becomes sunny, cause' it's grey with 20% chance of rain the day I am doing Solstice. Sucks cause we are all going to be kinda naked. Not totally but some topless etc.
I need to go meditate before the ritual so I should go but man, why is it that at every solstice/equinox it seems like I am going through a major life change or move/shift? IT seems like all change happens then, or is concentrated then.. I used to move right around the time change of the seasons.. has anyone else experienced that?
Sincerely,
D.