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Dear Friend;
Those that condemn me, that anonymously take me out verbally over stupid live journal. People that have so much hate towards a fuck up like me; a joke, if anything, you build me up. Before I read argument, after argument, god...it's immaturity. I understand that I cannot contest anything concerning my gross behavior, however, you all want to hop on a horse and tell me off, when I could go through all of your lives and point out every, TRUE, horrible thing I see. I'm here to let you know that I can eat shit for day and days, and despite your attempts to break me by coming at me anonymously, I chuckle. Who's the coward now? Who is being immature? You all build me up. You are letting me know that everything is going to be okay, because I'm doing something to improve, and you throw time away telling me what I already know. You want me to go cut myself to death? To run home? Maybe fall apart at your words of hate. Guys, I don't even know who you are, why would I want your approval? Why would it hurt me. You're all crazy! ;) Pretty much...I take it all with a grain of salt.
Keep in mind, I will say that I'm sorry until everything is done, but it's between me and my ex. This is getting ridiculous. If you want to come at me openly, and not hide behind your words, then do it. I have a chance to grow, to become, to do something, and be something better than what I am right now; you're wasting my time. If anyone has anything to say, it is ONLY the people I have hurt.
I can't even say her name without feeling ashamed, without feeling sick to my stomach for what I've done...I am sorry, but she'll be okay, just like I will. I have pain for her...so much of it...and I'll keep it until I learn, but I won't take up anyone else's.
Leave me alone, you guys are weird, and unfit to say anything.
You're fucking done.
Love always,
Brett
Those that condemn me, that anonymously take me out verbally over stupid live journal. People that have so much hate towards a fuck up like me; a joke, if anything, you build me up. Before I read argument, after argument, god...it's immaturity. I understand that I cannot contest anything concerning my gross behavior, however, you all want to hop on a horse and tell me off, when I could go through all of your lives and point out every, TRUE, horrible thing I see. I'm here to let you know that I can eat shit for day and days, and despite your attempts to break me by coming at me anonymously, I chuckle. Who's the coward now? Who is being immature? You all build me up. You are letting me know that everything is going to be okay, because I'm doing something to improve, and you throw time away telling me what I already know. You want me to go cut myself to death? To run home? Maybe fall apart at your words of hate. Guys, I don't even know who you are, why would I want your approval? Why would it hurt me. You're all crazy! ;) Pretty much...I take it all with a grain of salt.
Keep in mind, I will say that I'm sorry until everything is done, but it's between me and my ex. This is getting ridiculous. If you want to come at me openly, and not hide behind your words, then do it. I have a chance to grow, to become, to do something, and be something better than what I am right now; you're wasting my time. If anyone has anything to say, it is ONLY the people I have hurt.
I can't even say her name without feeling ashamed, without feeling sick to my stomach for what I've done...I am sorry, but she'll be okay, just like I will. I have pain for her...so much of it...and I'll keep it until I learn, but I won't take up anyone else's.
Leave me alone, you guys are weird, and unfit to say anything.
You're fucking done.
Love always,
Brett