"Forget my name..."
...Ive come to realize that everyone is a hypocrite in its entirety. no one is fully by your side. no one always means what they say. no one is as trust worthy as they might seem, and not even close to what you might hope. Everyones a liar, a cheater, a backstabber, and a hypocrite to some extent.
...Some just dick you over more than others...
ive been driving myself crazy for the past few months, because of you god damn people. and its not worth it. my friends are one of the most important things in the world to me. you will never see me dick you over, lie to you, or put on an act. id do anything for my friends. i rely on my friends, and because of that, i feel they should be able to have the same advantage. if a friend is in trouble, i wont leave their side. if they need someone to talk to, i will listen. ive prided myself on always trying to be the best friend i can be. and i know im not perfect, and not even close. but the difference is, atleast i always try. and i would never let my friends down the way you guys have with me. so now i realize, you just simply arent my friends. you were my friends. and at the time, you were amazing friends at its fullest. and i dont regret what was once there, because youre still the people i love with all my heart. but i love you for who you were back then, or atleats the people i thought you were. but i cant continue to consider you my friend, when you dont treat me like one. i doubt youll even read this, but i hope you have a nice life, and i mean that in all sincerity, ill miss you.
...and to the few friends who have been by my side. -thank you- .you know who you are. and it means everything to me
-christie