The things I want you to know
The things I want you to know
I want you to know I'm thinking about you. I want you to know that I miss you right now and all the other moments we aren't together. I want you to know that you're different to me and that I want to be different to you. I want you to know that I'm afraid of commitment because I'm afraid to get hurt...and that it's not a fear specific to you. I want you to know you scare me because I like you so much. I want you to know that I like who you are. I want you to know that I'm not a trusting person, but I could be to you, if you never give me a reason not to be. I want you to know that I won't hurt you purposefully or knowingly. I want you to know that if this ends, I still want to know you. I want you to know that there is alot to you even though you think there's not. I want you to know that I believe in you. I want you to know that I'll be there for you no matter what. I want you to know that I'm going to get scared but I'm not going to run because I don't want to regret anything with you. I want you to know that you have my full attention. I want you to know that I'm going to give this my best shot. I want you to know that I don't think things ever work out, but I'm trying to change that. I want you to know that I do care what other people think, but I know what I think and feel is most important. I want you to know that I'm willing to compromise with you. I want you to know that I'm going to have my own life and that I'm happy that you respect me enough to let me. I want you to know that I'm going to get jealous sometimes of not just the girls, but everyone who gets to see you more than me. I want you to know that I want you to have your own life. I want you to know that talking to you late at night is the absolute best part of my day and has been for a while now. I want you to know that I want to be part of the solution even if I'm causing the problem. I want you to know that you can tell me anything because I want you in my life. I want you to know that it's the little things you do that make me really like you. I want you to know that I'm happy being with you but I was happy without you...you add to the happiness, you're not the sole cause. I want you to know that I sometimes say things in a way that I don't mean them. I want you to know what I really mean when I say these things or to ask me to rephrase. I want you to know I have big dreams and goals and that I want you to support me in my decisions. I want you to know that it's not easy to deal with me all of the time but I will do my best to make it as painful as possible. I want you to know that I do everything with the best of intentions. I want you to know that I'd prefer tactful honesty over tasteful lies. I want you to know that there will be times when nothing can make me happy and just the idea that you want to does help some. I want you to know that you make me really happy. I want you to know that I smile sometimes when no one else is around because I'm thinking of you. I want you to know that I do want to talk about the future but I'm afraid to jinx the present. I want you to know that I'm not perfect though I try and for you to accept that. I want you to know that everything will not always be perfect, but even when it's really bad, I guess it's not that bad. I want you to know that seeing you smile is one of the best things ever. I want you to know that I'm not sure of the future but I'm focused on the present. I want you to know that I'm willing to risk getting hurt with you because you seem worth the risk. I want you to know that I'm strong and independent, but I might consider being a little vulnerable for you. I want you to know that I'm going to be honest with you because I expect the same from you. I want you to know that I will play second string for you but only to your closest of friends. I want you to know that I won't change for you but I'm changing because of you. I want you to know that you move me to speechlessness. I want you to know that I'm not like all the other girls and I'm not ever going to be. I want you to know that I like being different and I like who I am. I want you to know me and I want to know you. I want to make you the happiest you've ever been. I want you.
I want you to know I'm thinking about you. I want you to know that I miss you right now and all the other moments we aren't together. I want you to know that you're different to me and that I want to be different to you. I want you to know that I'm afraid of commitment because I'm afraid to get hurt...and that it's not a fear specific to you. I want you to know you scare me because I like you so much. I want you to know that I like who you are. I want you to know that I'm not a trusting person, but I could be to you, if you never give me a reason not to be. I want you to know that I won't hurt you purposefully or knowingly. I want you to know that if this ends, I still want to know you. I want you to know that there is alot to you even though you think there's not. I want you to know that I believe in you. I want you to know that I'll be there for you no matter what. I want you to know that I'm going to get scared but I'm not going to run because I don't want to regret anything with you. I want you to know that you have my full attention. I want you to know that I'm going to give this my best shot. I want you to know that I don't think things ever work out, but I'm trying to change that. I want you to know that I do care what other people think, but I know what I think and feel is most important. I want you to know that I'm willing to compromise with you. I want you to know that I'm going to have my own life and that I'm happy that you respect me enough to let me. I want you to know that I'm going to get jealous sometimes of not just the girls, but everyone who gets to see you more than me. I want you to know that I want you to have your own life. I want you to know that talking to you late at night is the absolute best part of my day and has been for a while now. I want you to know that I want to be part of the solution even if I'm causing the problem. I want you to know that you can tell me anything because I want you in my life. I want you to know that it's the little things you do that make me really like you. I want you to know that I'm happy being with you but I was happy without you...you add to the happiness, you're not the sole cause. I want you to know that I sometimes say things in a way that I don't mean them. I want you to know what I really mean when I say these things or to ask me to rephrase. I want you to know I have big dreams and goals and that I want you to support me in my decisions. I want you to know that it's not easy to deal with me all of the time but I will do my best to make it as painful as possible. I want you to know that I do everything with the best of intentions. I want you to know that I'd prefer tactful honesty over tasteful lies. I want you to know that there will be times when nothing can make me happy and just the idea that you want to does help some. I want you to know that you make me really happy. I want you to know that I smile sometimes when no one else is around because I'm thinking of you. I want you to know that I do want to talk about the future but I'm afraid to jinx the present. I want you to know that I'm not perfect though I try and for you to accept that. I want you to know that everything will not always be perfect, but even when it's really bad, I guess it's not that bad. I want you to know that seeing you smile is one of the best things ever. I want you to know that I'm not sure of the future but I'm focused on the present. I want you to know that I'm willing to risk getting hurt with you because you seem worth the risk. I want you to know that I'm strong and independent, but I might consider being a little vulnerable for you. I want you to know that I'm going to be honest with you because I expect the same from you. I want you to know that I will play second string for you but only to your closest of friends. I want you to know that I won't change for you but I'm changing because of you. I want you to know that you move me to speechlessness. I want you to know that I'm not like all the other girls and I'm not ever going to be. I want you to know that I like being different and I like who I am. I want you to know me and I want to know you. I want to make you the happiest you've ever been. I want you.