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So last night basically sucked. I got seriously critiqued by people on my video of me doing therapy. Not like a little bit. Like ALOT. Mostly it sucked and reminded me that I should've been a REAL doctor.
Then I went to bed early to forget about life and I woke up at 4am and couldn't fall back to sleep til 6. Woke up at 8 to shower in cold water. Was late for work trying to make my water hot. Had to go to the registrar for school because I was billed for a class I didn't take. Had to tell some random woman at the desk why I didn't take the class to which she was completely embarassed for me. Got the pity look. I hate that f*cking look. She told me I have to get the head of my dept. to talk to the treasurer in order not to have to pay $2000. I already need the head of my dept. to convince the grad assistant woman (who's a total bitch) to reinstate my GA for the spring or else I'll need to figure out another way to pay for class. Then I got an email from the woman I set the meeting up with for 2pm today. She didn't receive the email I'd sent with my cell number and the building and room. She'll be late and she questioned me why I was inept at setting up a meeting when the professor won't be around and she heard that people hadn't heard about the meeting and all this. Then she had that gall to say that she shouldn't come despite the 10 students who had already taken off work or internships to meet her. Had to forward her the email with the directions and all again. Was already on the verge of suicide by noon.
I still have the meeting and 4 hours of my internship until I'm done with my work week.
I'm going to Atlantic City tonight. There's a conference there tomorrow and we're going to gamble tonight for my friend's birthday. I'm going to drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink...
Then I went to bed early to forget about life and I woke up at 4am and couldn't fall back to sleep til 6. Woke up at 8 to shower in cold water. Was late for work trying to make my water hot. Had to go to the registrar for school because I was billed for a class I didn't take. Had to tell some random woman at the desk why I didn't take the class to which she was completely embarassed for me. Got the pity look. I hate that f*cking look. She told me I have to get the head of my dept. to talk to the treasurer in order not to have to pay $2000. I already need the head of my dept. to convince the grad assistant woman (who's a total bitch) to reinstate my GA for the spring or else I'll need to figure out another way to pay for class. Then I got an email from the woman I set the meeting up with for 2pm today. She didn't receive the email I'd sent with my cell number and the building and room. She'll be late and she questioned me why I was inept at setting up a meeting when the professor won't be around and she heard that people hadn't heard about the meeting and all this. Then she had that gall to say that she shouldn't come despite the 10 students who had already taken off work or internships to meet her. Had to forward her the email with the directions and all again. Was already on the verge of suicide by noon.
I still have the meeting and 4 hours of my internship until I'm done with my work week.
I'm going to Atlantic City tonight. There's a conference there tomorrow and we're going to gamble tonight for my friend's birthday. I'm going to drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink...