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[defyordinary]

Things are not always perfect. In fact, rarely are they ever perfect and usually if for one second you think they are, they quickly take a turn for the worse. However, things can be another sort of perfect. Not perfect in the flawless way. Perfect in the way that they are flawed but you love them anyway. These kinds of 'things' are not usually things. They are usually people. It's these people, so few, so wonderful, that make you believe that you are the luckiest person to ever grace this planet. And even though, things have been extremely rough for me lately, it's these people who remain my hope. I look to them when it's dark and they light up my heart. I need these people. There are so few of them in my life that I really cherish them so deeply. I hope you know if you're one of them and if not, I've failed. My goal is to make you realize how wonderful you truly are.

This is for my boyfriend, if he reads this. I love you. I'm sorry I've been so crazy lately. It's not you. It's really not. It's things inside me. I love you and I know I can trust you. I know how lucky I am to have someone like you. I've fallen for you a million times over in all the little things you do. Please give me everything you have because I want nothing less. I want to be with you for as long as you'll have me. You still manage to make me happier than I've ever been and I hope I do the same for you. I adore you more with every passing day.

To my best friend, I LOVE YOU. I'm so excited to see you. :)