Mar 04, 2005 14:55
"But i meant all those things i told you...my feelings are real for you and i just know i wouldnt lie...There's something about you Edwin I can't place my finger on the why...but id like to to try...i dont know just what it is im doing here where nothings clear"
Bare-"One"(with a slight name change from jason to edwin)
Everyday it gets harder and harder to breathe being away from edwin hurts like a knife in my soul...do i really love this 39 year old hiv+ man...can i withstand all the trials....i guess..no..i know the answer is yes...i keep him in my soul and his smile lights my lonley night when all the lights are gone and it's just me...i carry him...
"I love you...how do you know?....I carry your spirit with me...i pray for you more than i pray for myself...and if im away from you more than an hr i can't stop thinking about you."-
Diary of a Mad Black Woman
This is how i know all of it is soo true....i talked to him today...and i wanted to cry...we have problems i know thew age thing...ughh but i really need him to see how much i love him....and love should be enough...i sound hypocrital right now...cause love wasnt enough with Louis or Raul... but im not afraid in anymore...i have found my one the only one i want in my life till death do us part, he is in my heart.
"You and I You take my hand leaving me Breathless feel the beat of my racing heart so you'll understand and know why we whisper in hallways ill be with you always running together forever you and I"
Bare-"You and I"
Brad