May 13, 2004 18:06
Why? It's my fucking birthday why did I have to get a message that my cousin had passed away. I know she is in a better place and that it went quick. We were already expecting it. Everyone knew she was starting to go quick. But this was too quick. I know my mom is trying to be strong. She had just seen my cousin in the nursing home on Tuesday with my grandmother. She wasn't my first cousin she was my grandmother's cousin. So I am sad to say that this Happy Birthday has started to go down hill. To a sad birthday. Not to sound insensitive but I hope she didn't die today and it was last night. Because that would be a little weird