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I had an amazing dream last night about this guy and we were dating and everything and it was great. And then I woke up and realized it wasn't real. Now I feel like poop. I wanted that dream to be real. I'm sick of being alone. I've been alone for too long. I'm sorry but it sucks being single for 4 years ok. Yeah pretty much. I mean I know I just came out of the closet last year. BUT I WANT SOMEONE! I see that practically all my friends short of a few have someone. It sucks. I want to be loved. I want to be held when I don't feel right. I want to be kissed and feel the passion. I want it but I can't find it.