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so I went college touring and I realized how scared I am. I'm scared that everything is going to change. I mean I know it is I'm just scared. I want it to be the same. I'm going to miss my friends. The most I'll miss sam I mean if I'm not in a school near her. I mean what if we go to different schools so far away from eachother I'll never see her. And we'll grow apart and I'm scared that I'll loose her because she is the greatest friend I have ever had. And when I say friend I mean sister. She is always there when I need her. And she is my best friend. I'm just scared. I want it to be the old days again. Middle school when we didn't need to worry about this. God this is just so dumb. I want a time machine. I'm just petrified I'll be alone.