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Jul 22, 2005 22:34

I have all these weird emotions right now. I cant decide what to do, I dont know why. It's kinda making me angry. It's like I want something really bad and I get it and I realize it's not really what I wanted. Sense my life is a musical I think the songs 'Stars and the Moon' from Songs For a New World. But like change some things. I dont know what I want anymore. I have the chance to have something but I'm scared. Ahhhg this is so dumb why do I feel this way. I'm so lost and confused. It's pathetic. Why doesn't life come with a map or a compass or something to guide you into the right direction. I tried everything it just comes down to the fact that I need to make this decision myself but I dont know what the decision is.

Umm this entry doesn't really make any sense so I'm just kinda rambling sorry if you guys are like "What? huh? I'm so confused."
so yeah
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