Jul 11, 2005 19:17
I feel like I'm PMSing even though I dont know how the hell that feels. I'm feeling all these weird feelings and emotions and I hate it. Like I'm so confused. I think I want to wait to find a bf I'm trying to hard and being too desperate. Patience is a virtue. Alas I should enjoy life and not be worrying about those things. And I know you are probably saying "God I'm sick of you complaining!" well I am too. I'm also really tired right now. I just came back from a good swim all by myself at the pool. It gave me a chance to think and swim out the aggretion. Maybe I should go see Gabby again I donno. Driver's ed is pissing me off but it's fun at the same time. I donno. I'm pretty thirsty right now. i kinda wanna go swim again but it sucks swimming alone. Sam's hair looks really good. I'm glad she got it cut. It looks cute one her. The Navy called me and I was like I'm going to college leave me alone please you are only calling kids from my school because you think that we arent going to college or can't afford it because it's a trade school. grrr. Alright well I'm going to go eat then maybe head up to sam's because I just dont feel like studying my dead can fuck himself.