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yeah yeah yeah yeah I know your sick of me complaining well frankly I dont give a fuck. :-) I almost did something I would have regreted doing today. Thank god I didn't do it. I'm just sick of feeling so alone and not complete. Your probably saying well everyone goes through this and blah blah blah and stop complaining blah blah blah. But a journal exists so you can express your emotions right? at least thats what i thought.
I had a great day today with Keera it was fun. And i hope we can do it again. Because we so need to hang out more.
But when I got home I was just listening to music. I realized how much I hate being alone. I see all these people with boyfriends and girlfriends. I want that. When will it be my turn? How come it hasn't happened to me yet? it's been 4 years. Can you count that 1 2 3 4. FOUR YEARS!!! I hate it and I'm sick of it. But alas that is life I guess. who knows? and I'm sure some of you are saying "oh please just shut up and stop it" but oh well. well thats it for now I suppose
-alex
I had a great day today with Keera it was fun. And i hope we can do it again. Because we so need to hang out more.
But when I got home I was just listening to music. I realized how much I hate being alone. I see all these people with boyfriends and girlfriends. I want that. When will it be my turn? How come it hasn't happened to me yet? it's been 4 years. Can you count that 1 2 3 4. FOUR YEARS!!! I hate it and I'm sick of it. But alas that is life I guess. who knows? and I'm sure some of you are saying "oh please just shut up and stop it" but oh well. well thats it for now I suppose
-alex