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I know I am trying to hard. I know I am pushing too hard. But you dont get how happy I am. You dont know how much I need. But I guess I should wait. But you see I cant. It's exciting the way I feel. You dont understand. Ahhh I want it to stop. I'm not happy with it. It's not making me feel good. But it is at the same time. I cant accept it. It's not right but it feels so natural. Ahhh why must I be so confused. I want it back to the way it use to be. They way it was before. Simple. Secrets. Make it go away make it stop. Turn back time to before!!