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With getting my report card today and getting another C on it. I find it funny how people who dont even try in his class get A's and those who do dont. Heather not saying that you dont try, you are one of the few who get the grade the deserve. I love how fucking Mr. Slotnick favors almost everyone in the class. Kyle Banks, Mellissa Bates, Candes McGuire, and Ben Duffey. I just get so pissed in his class. I worked my fucking ass off on that report that counted as half of my grade but he gave me a 80 instead of an 86 which is all I neede to get a B- in there. It's not fair. And I told him today how he gave me a C+ and he said, "Well I dont give grades. Sometimes I give blood though." Nice smart ass remark. I HATED HIS CLASS LAST YEAR AND I HATE THIS YEAR. GOD TODAY IS JUST PISSING ME OFF IN GENERAL!!!!!!!!!! What the hell is wrong with me?
I havent showed my report card yet because it wont meet up to his standards. When I got my report card today everyone was saying oh how is number 4 in the class doing? What did you get for grades? And when I said I got a C they said "Alex Cote getting a C" I got one last term too. What the hell is wrong with these people. DONT THEY UNDERSTAND?!?!?! They dont get it that I already feel like I'm not good enough because of the C, that somehow I have to be some smart kid. My dad doesn't understand he thinks that I can be better. He cant except me for who I am. I have to be better. He doesn't understand any of it or anything. I want to just scream and yell. I am sick of everything. Of all the shit that has been going on lately.
And it doesn't help when people won't FUCKING STOP BASHING EACHOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont get it. What the hell it's not hard you don't bash them you won't get bashed back. It's not too hard to get. Or when people dont know when to shut the hell up back stage. THEY ARE PISSING ME OFF!!!! When your on stage don't bring your issues on with you leave them backstage. Pay the fuck attention and do what you need to do! Why is it so hard to get? and then when you tell them to shut up or stop talking they talk even louder and then they get all angry at you. And talking to them doesn't help the stituation at all. alright well I am off to eat something because all of this shit is making me hungry.
Sam are you angry at me? I donno if you are or not. It seemed like it on the phone. You were calling me a retard because of the way I talk. Which is the way I always talk but ok. And you hung up on me twice. I hope your not mad at me.
I havent showed my report card yet because it wont meet up to his standards. When I got my report card today everyone was saying oh how is number 4 in the class doing? What did you get for grades? And when I said I got a C they said "Alex Cote getting a C" I got one last term too. What the hell is wrong with these people. DONT THEY UNDERSTAND?!?!?! They dont get it that I already feel like I'm not good enough because of the C, that somehow I have to be some smart kid. My dad doesn't understand he thinks that I can be better. He cant except me for who I am. I have to be better. He doesn't understand any of it or anything. I want to just scream and yell. I am sick of everything. Of all the shit that has been going on lately.
And it doesn't help when people won't FUCKING STOP BASHING EACHOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont get it. What the hell it's not hard you don't bash them you won't get bashed back. It's not too hard to get. Or when people dont know when to shut the hell up back stage. THEY ARE PISSING ME OFF!!!! When your on stage don't bring your issues on with you leave them backstage. Pay the fuck attention and do what you need to do! Why is it so hard to get? and then when you tell them to shut up or stop talking they talk even louder and then they get all angry at you. And talking to them doesn't help the stituation at all. alright well I am off to eat something because all of this shit is making me hungry.
Sam are you angry at me? I donno if you are or not. It seemed like it on the phone. You were calling me a retard because of the way I talk. Which is the way I always talk but ok. And you hung up on me twice. I hope your not mad at me.