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it is so nugatory to be at this screen right now, at this isolated fluroescent spot in an otherwise chilly shadow of a nighttime:reality. because there is only thing i want to give right now, and that is this mood. i want to give you this mood, this sense of existence i currently inhabit, but i can't. because i cant accurately even describe it. it'
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i should probably read aeschylus, but i probably wont until 30 minutes before lecture or something. everytime someone tells me to do something, my first instinct is to find some clever, hardcore way to procrastinate. hell, even my music class is like that. why the hell should i work with Dadd11-G-A/Em? why cant i work with Fmaj7-Am or Bb-Gsus4-Dm? those are cool too. i think danny's right, im turning out to be some hindu slacker like kumar, and i should just accept the consequences and find all the pot in michigan and smoke till the end of my days. or maybe its just my mid-october funk, who knows?
if it makes you feel any better, id kill to be half the person you are. youre going to be in a comfortable job while im living in a shoddy apartment in bumfuck michigan, and my only consolation is that i didnt turn out to be like all my cousins, sitting in a call center explaining to whitey why his email wont work because he looks at too much shemale porn.
oh fuck im in a really livejournal mood tonight
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