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Today was like dying a slow painful death.
I feel panic attacks waiting to happen boiling under my skin, but somehow its all being just barely contained by this thin layer of apathy.
Now that I have written a mildly personal entry (which has been happening way too often these days for my comfort) I have to immediately come up with something nonsensical and impersonal to say so that I don't disturb my lj equillibrium.
i had coffee ice cream when i came home.
YAY I JUST FOUND MONEY.
Now I'm not broke anymore.
I can go spend it on slurpees, things for next week, goldfish, and the circus.
I want to go to Egypt so badly.
And all I have to do is learn arabic and then my parents will let me go!!!
I feel panic attacks waiting to happen boiling under my skin, but somehow its all being just barely contained by this thin layer of apathy.
Now that I have written a mildly personal entry (which has been happening way too often these days for my comfort) I have to immediately come up with something nonsensical and impersonal to say so that I don't disturb my lj equillibrium.
i had coffee ice cream when i came home.
YAY I JUST FOUND MONEY.
Now I'm not broke anymore.
I can go spend it on slurpees, things for next week, goldfish, and the circus.
I want to go to Egypt so badly.
And all I have to do is learn arabic and then my parents will let me go!!!