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these are the big guns. do you really mean what you say in those words, printed so small on that page? my heart is screaming out in hope that yours is in unison with it. forever is the longest word i know. so long i'm not sure that i even understand it. it's so hard to grasp at age 16. i'll have to discover it. maybe you and i can scope out the scenerio together? i hate maybies. my stomach is in knots and i've never felt so alive and invincible. it's almost as if i amn't crushed and bleeding all over the place. maybe everything i am and have been has been a chioce... i have some sort of power to alter whichever state i want to be in at whatever time i want to be in it. fuck maybe.
i am.
i am.