dear libby....
i don't hate you anymore.
at least i try not to.
i miss you.
it's hard to let go and just move on.
you were the best friend i ever had.
we have so many amazing memories together.
from skipping school to go to the park
to midnight walks (and running from dogs).
from homemade birthday gifts (with both of us using the same song in our gifts)
to making up code names for our crushes during les mis.
you were my first call when i was in the hospital after my (first) suicide attempt.
we had a song.
we laughed together, cried together, partied together.
am i supposed to just let all of that go?
you claim that it has nothing to do with me,
but then you refuse to return any of my calls or messages.
all i need is closure.
at least i try not to.
i miss you.
it's hard to let go and just move on.
you were the best friend i ever had.
we have so many amazing memories together.
from skipping school to go to the park
to midnight walks (and running from dogs).
from homemade birthday gifts (with both of us using the same song in our gifts)
to making up code names for our crushes during les mis.
you were my first call when i was in the hospital after my (first) suicide attempt.
we had a song.
we laughed together, cried together, partied together.
am i supposed to just let all of that go?
you claim that it has nothing to do with me,
but then you refuse to return any of my calls or messages.
all i need is closure.