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I'm sitting at work right now, I love being up in the morning when I actually sleep at night. I was actually so passed out last night that when I woke up I realized I had been sleeping on my keys!
I have been really relaxed this whole week even though I've been all over the place mentally and physically. It's been good for me. I have broken a really long really bad streak of pessimism. I don't know why but I'm so antisocial by nature always have been, I've always needed friends that practically force me to hang out. But this last week I've done my best to not retreat to that attitude of mine. I always need a little help however from some one that I can understand a little better a little easier than anyone else, I definitely had that help. I'm so glad he's here I can hardly think about anything else.
I have been really relaxed this whole week even though I've been all over the place mentally and physically. It's been good for me. I have broken a really long really bad streak of pessimism. I don't know why but I'm so antisocial by nature always have been, I've always needed friends that practically force me to hang out. But this last week I've done my best to not retreat to that attitude of mine. I always need a little help however from some one that I can understand a little better a little easier than anyone else, I definitely had that help. I'm so glad he's here I can hardly think about anything else.