the young and the restless
I'm sorta bored, and sorta still drunk. I need a change. My life has become too predictable. I guess. I mean, maybe I'm just feeling a little edgy. I don't know. See, even this short sentence shit is freakin me out, but like I said, I'm still a little drunk. I don't know what it could be, my life is pretty full right now, working at the record label, going to class, working at the bookstore, working at the old job, working out, hanging out with friends. All of this is good, and it's fun, and I'm not overly stressed at this point, even the relationship frontier is looking hopeful, I'm finally getting into the kind of relationship that I want, with the kind of guy that I want, sounds odd right? Anyhow life is looking calm right now. Maybe that's just it, maybe I'm one of those people who thrive on chaos. Well if that's the case I do have some of that, I mean, there's the constant worry of getting the bills paid, and the looming graduation and the shit I still haven't done for that. There's fam stuff and what not. I don't think it's that I thrive on chaos, or that it's even missing from my life. So why am I feeling so restless???