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[defunct_hart]

-OBLIVION-

Feeling all the pain
and becomming so insane
put through so much bane
feelings put in vain
while I try to refrain
everything I disdain
I cant keep from being stained
by the blood that cant substain
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Wanting to be put to demise
or I will begin to demolish everything and everyone
put everyone to abaddon
I seem to be put to oblivion
I begin to be lying in wait
for everyone I hate
becoming blind by a abacinate
these fears I want to abdicate
or at least abirritate
is this my fate
the day I die I await
my life I wish to abate
is today the day I become abdicate
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I feel so ashamed
I know Im the one to be blamed
nothing will ever be the same
no matter what it seems to claim
my anger rages in a flame
that will not disclaim
even if I been put to shame
your the one to blame
and you hold no fame
your just the same
and anyone who lives in shame
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Theres so much disgrace
that I must face
feeling misplaced
of the world I cant replace
disappear without a trace
because I cant handle all this pain I embrace
I cant fill in all the space
the people that stay on my case
will all fall down and be out of place
because im gonna leave this world without a trace