too much fuckin drama in my life......

[deftoneschild]

Man I am so upset right now because my lil sis who has been in and out of rehabs and group homes has let everyone down completely... Sarah, Lucy, and my brothers friend pee wee all went down to this AA convention that had dancing and stuff... And Lucy went and had sex with some guy even though she has an STD and was really careless... I was about

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[deftoneschild]

You have no idea what you are saying... You have no clue about everything that is going on in lucys life or with her family. There are so many things that have been let out by her in this house that no one would even guess about her. This is a problem that is being dealt with by family and doctors. I have been there at our deepest moments when lucys come close to death and i have been there when lucy runs away for dumb reasons, gets caught with drugs, kicked out of school, been in fights, and all of the arguements we've had... She ran away so she could get drugs and join a dumb skinhead gang, she got her STD while she did this too just so she could get drugs cause she has no money.. She doesnt know what she wants in life so she picks it all at once and cant think for herself sometimes. Shes not gonna be in the mental place forever... Just for a few days till we figure things out. She doesnt even want to come home cause she hates all of us for not letting her have casual sex even though she has a contagious STD... She still has the thought in her head to kill herself cause she hates the morals we live by.. But if were to just let her live freely by her own will then she would be dead!! She wont be in a restraint jacket, or drugged up, or punished.... Shes just gonna be watched to make sure she doesnt hurt herself cause despite what you may think she will... and she has tried before... She comes from a good home that provides alot of love & care and she doesnt appreciate it.. We're not mistreating her or anything that you may think. Shes just out of control.. Thanks for your advice lily but we can handle it on our own....

[ex_lostinemo168]

Now maybe if you would of read what i wrote, correctly...

I didnt say its your parents fault or that there is no love in the family. the whole thing i wrote was targeted towards mental hospitals - and to a point how they make a persons life better while they are in them, but when they come out, they go back to how they were.

And about lucy's STD. If i remember correctly, she didnt want anyone to know about that, since she last told me this when we were at the beach and stated that the time when i saw her before she came here. Unless she told you that she doesnt mind announcing that on live journal, then cool, but other wise, yeouch.

<3 lily <3

[deftoneschild]

She just tells people now that she has one, just not what kind it is... But the fact is we dont want her to get one that is much more worser than what she already has...

[ex_lostinemo168]

yeah, i remember a while ago she told me which one she had...and i know that what she did when this AA thing happened, could actually make it worse, and this would really suck if she caught anything.

I really wish there would be a perfect home and treatment for her, where she could get exactly what she needs...sigh*

<3 lily <3