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Ok well, my life hasnt been going too good. I have alot of worries. But they are mostly my fault. My car is getting better and better at least. Now there isnt a clanking sound when i hit bumps. The engine is running alot better, I just have to send it somewhere to fix the apolstry. Theres alot of little shit to do on it. Im glad theres nothing huge to do.
Last night me and the rizz smoked a bowskees, and I realized something. Im gonna get old one day, one day im not going to be able to be as fast or strong. And its gonna suck, I need to do something with my life. now. Ive decided to stop being lazy. Im gonna try to sleep less, since i sleep too much than any normal person should. Im gonna fit in working full time, school full time, and having a band. Thats the way to get things done. Suffering and hardwork.
Im kinda worried, me and traci havent talked since she left. Before she was here we would talk at least once every other day. Now she hasnt called me, and well i havent called her. I sent her a letter and some stuff, i dunno why i didnt feel like calling. Its not that i dont want to hear her voice, i just fear maybe she doesnt want to talk to me. Maybe she got sick of me, seeing me every morning and pretty much every waking minute. I hope she doesnt feel wierd towards me. And I hope shes doing good.
I noticed something today at work. I havent been an asshole to jessica lately. Could this be a new and improved nicer jon? perhaps, or maybe i will fall back into my dark ways BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Last night me and the rizz smoked a bowskees, and I realized something. Im gonna get old one day, one day im not going to be able to be as fast or strong. And its gonna suck, I need to do something with my life. now. Ive decided to stop being lazy. Im gonna try to sleep less, since i sleep too much than any normal person should. Im gonna fit in working full time, school full time, and having a band. Thats the way to get things done. Suffering and hardwork.
Im kinda worried, me and traci havent talked since she left. Before she was here we would talk at least once every other day. Now she hasnt called me, and well i havent called her. I sent her a letter and some stuff, i dunno why i didnt feel like calling. Its not that i dont want to hear her voice, i just fear maybe she doesnt want to talk to me. Maybe she got sick of me, seeing me every morning and pretty much every waking minute. I hope she doesnt feel wierd towards me. And I hope shes doing good.
I noticed something today at work. I havent been an asshole to jessica lately. Could this be a new and improved nicer jon? perhaps, or maybe i will fall back into my dark ways BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA