it was such a fun week, I really like her ALOT. But I told myself i wouldnt get attached. I was getting there, but no. I couldnt, shes too far and it wouldnt work. anywho heres some pics, well ALOT OF PICS.
This was the day she came in, we went to horton plaza and then to fumaris. For the first time in fumaris history they fucking played Deftones. me and traci were just chillin then we hear the beggining to Be Quite and Drive and we looked at each other and were like "dude! deftones!". we were blowing bubbles with smoke. Its sick, once they pop you see the smoke it was cool.
She loved her bear. At one point i just had to tell her how i felt. But we both knew it cant happen. I love that girl!
TJ, was a very interesting night indeed. we got there about 1 and whatnot. me and nefer drank 2 picthers of beer and aboot 5 shots of tequila. traci had 3 pina coladas some beer and like 7 shots of tequila. she was done, we were all done. I told traci she saw something rare, me dancing. hahahaha. traci was all over me that night, kinda sucks she does that when shes drunk, i mean shed kiss me and stuff sober but she was hardcore over me drunk. wish it werent that way, at my house it was going kinda far, but before anything happened we decided not to, we were drunk, it would of just been a fuck, nothing more. and I dont want that, she doesnt want that.
Nefy NEF and his freind andrea
Traci and nefers freind andrea
Traci and justins deg jewel
Mission beach, we got tans! well not really but we tried!
Doesnt she look absolutly beautiful there?
yuck
scary part is im not wearing a shirt!
FOOD!
Justins car hold...
ugh vodka, she says
an otter at seaworld
Traci having a little too much fun in shamus happy harbor hahaha
"chino" is waving goodbye
today when she was leaving, we were both sad indeed. I was with her untill security then we looked at each other and hugged she kissed me, we hugged again and i kissed her. i kept looking back to wave goodbye. I already miss her, i told her that im proud that i didnt get attached and she said that it made her sad that i cant. last night was shitty she got a mip it was total gayness.
Im listening to On My Own by The Used, the part where bert screams "Im on my own" always makes me tear.