sometimes your just dont feel like writing
and sometimes your life doesnt feel like its living.
thats how it is in my world this weekend
its amazing how normal it feels to be able to drive anywhere anytime you please. but then when you dont have your car everything feels abnormal and you realize this was normal at one point.
so rachaels been cruisin me around and it hasnt been half bad cuz the relationship grows when your needy.
and last night i stayed out in Augusta and EL Dorado, no Wichita.
we went to eat in Leon, the town of Bluestem, then we came back to my house to find somethihn to do but everything was in my bedroom so thats where we stayed.
we went to El Dorado with Sarah and my Brother also, and my brother drove, that was unexplainably odd to the max, being my brothers passanger,, whod of ever thought.
so tonite everyone is at Kari and Whits, everyone that includes Codi and yes shes appoligized, just not to me. she told seth to tell me shes sorry for being a psycho bitch, and thats all i wanted wasnt it?
::looks back in journal::
yes, thats all i ever wanted..
so tonite me and rachael might go over there and chill with them, or find a party
one or the other
dont know yet..
its time to call a ride
thats how it is in my world this weekend
its amazing how normal it feels to be able to drive anywhere anytime you please. but then when you dont have your car everything feels abnormal and you realize this was normal at one point.
so rachaels been cruisin me around and it hasnt been half bad cuz the relationship grows when your needy.
and last night i stayed out in Augusta and EL Dorado, no Wichita.
we went to eat in Leon, the town of Bluestem, then we came back to my house to find somethihn to do but everything was in my bedroom so thats where we stayed.
we went to El Dorado with Sarah and my Brother also, and my brother drove, that was unexplainably odd to the max, being my brothers passanger,, whod of ever thought.
so tonite everyone is at Kari and Whits, everyone that includes Codi and yes shes appoligized, just not to me. she told seth to tell me shes sorry for being a psycho bitch, and thats all i wanted wasnt it?
::looks back in journal::
yes, thats all i ever wanted..
so tonite me and rachael might go over there and chill with them, or find a party
one or the other
dont know yet..
its time to call a ride