Sep 08, 2005 18:03
Here are some of the questions Ive been asking myself lately...
Why me?
What did i do to deserve this crap?
When is everything gonna get better?
Did I do something in a past life?
Why is my home life not affecting my school work?
Why can't I keep my mind of of Ian?
Why do I love him so much?
Why doesn't he just leave his gf for me?
What is wrong with me?
Will I ever be truly happy?
WHY WHY WHY?
So there you have it. Thats whats on my mind. Well, not all of it.. not gonna post EVERYthing on the internet. Ive got a little more smarts than that. But anywho... the one thing thats been on my mind more than anything lately is Ian and going back to Colonial area. I want to go back there so bad so I can take back Ian. I love him and I always will no matter what happens, and he knows that. Damn it... all I want nowadays is to be with him or talk to him or something. I'd kill to see him again...