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Tomorrow evening I will offically be done with my first semester of College! I really don't know how to take in all the things that have happened here. I am overall satisified though.
This past week has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. The breakup with Joe proving to be one of the hardest things to deal with. I have never had to let someone go that I loved so much. But then again, I haven't really had to let go. We still hang out like we used to, the only change is our title and the fact that we don't make out in the undercroft anymore. I will admit that at times I miss it, but I still have him here, as my best friend. We still have our special bond, our unbeatable friendship. We will get back together again I hopw. We both can't see ourselves with anyone else, its just he needs to figure things out. Until then, I am going to enjoy every minute I have with him, because I realized that not every day is guarnteed. I took everything we had for granted, never really realizing that what we had wasn't guarnteed to me. But I treated it as if that day would never come. I know now that I will never again take what we have for granted. What we have is special and I need to treat it that way. I know that another Joe will never walk into my life. I don't know what God has in store for my love life but for now Im going to wait for him. Because as of right now, I find it hard to believe I could love someone the way I loved Joe.
This past week has been one of the hardest weeks of my life. The breakup with Joe proving to be one of the hardest things to deal with. I have never had to let someone go that I loved so much. But then again, I haven't really had to let go. We still hang out like we used to, the only change is our title and the fact that we don't make out in the undercroft anymore. I will admit that at times I miss it, but I still have him here, as my best friend. We still have our special bond, our unbeatable friendship. We will get back together again I hopw. We both can't see ourselves with anyone else, its just he needs to figure things out. Until then, I am going to enjoy every minute I have with him, because I realized that not every day is guarnteed. I took everything we had for granted, never really realizing that what we had wasn't guarnteed to me. But I treated it as if that day would never come. I know now that I will never again take what we have for granted. What we have is special and I need to treat it that way. I know that another Joe will never walk into my life. I don't know what God has in store for my love life but for now Im going to wait for him. Because as of right now, I find it hard to believe I could love someone the way I loved Joe.