a rather strange night
I'm feeling that "everyone sucks cause everyone's screwing around with everyone why does everyone have to act like this why do things have to be like this wtf is going on????" vibe. I think I get this every winter. It's like the change of the seasons brings about a change in psychology. And it's times like this I kind of don't like people, and that gets me moody, and I really hate being moody.
And he brought up something that made me think I'm not what I hoped to be.
A few weeks ago I realized where I am is closer to where I want to be, but now I realize the reasons are somewhat superficial, yet that's not entirely evil.
It's times like this that just get to me. And I really feel like certain themes are just stuck on repeat.
Maybe I'll finally learn from this.
And he brought up something that made me think I'm not what I hoped to be.
A few weeks ago I realized where I am is closer to where I want to be, but now I realize the reasons are somewhat superficial, yet that's not entirely evil.
It's times like this that just get to me. And I really feel like certain themes are just stuck on repeat.
Maybe I'll finally learn from this.